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Saturday, September 30, 2006


working day.

though the working enviroment sucks like hell,

plus the manager sucks too,

i've got people to acc me. (=

2 hours lunch BREAK.
Lols.
with Yinhui.
my legs are aching.
i have been walking non-stop.
accompanying her to explore her bus-stops !

Ben came to look for me.
HAHA !
passed me the cd.
i will have sleepless night watching that man.
AGREED to go shopping with him on the 14th.
(=
we gona shop like mad.
stayed at the watson for some time and he left.
THANK YOU FRIEND. (:

so busy next week.
(=
iim so looking forward upon meeting up with my friends. (=



TAKE CARE EVERYONE!



i love u more than i love myself.
isnt that so.



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Friday, September 29, 2006


Someone appeared in my life when im longing for another.


i don't really believe in fate now.



its hard to find someone that u really can pour out ur feelings and happiness to.
i wish u are the one.


can i ask u one last time?



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My day was made, with JOEYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Lols. (=
so fun.

meet up with her around 1 plus.
was suppose to help fred inform may yip about the re assesment but when i reached, she had already gone looking for her. HAHA.
went to eat our favourite WONTON MEE. Lols.
after that headed to main campus to meet up with edmund.
he showed us around.
* Art Exibition.
the works that were done by first yr students for assessment.
if only our fashion school had done the same thing too. sigh.
i LOVE the LIFT. there's one particular student who used the lift to express out her thoughts and inspiration/idea.
Moulin Rouge.
Gorgeous. (=

town after that.
i went Forum to chill.
sitting at the cofeebean for hours Chit-chatting. LOls.
joey made me laugh till i nearly cried.

we agreed to organise a steamboat at her house !
YEA !
going supermarket to shop for FOOD.
im looking forward.
Hope my dear classmates will be there. (((((=

after that i went to plaza sing alone.
mmm.
but the moment when i step into the mall,
i took a step back.
and i headed to take the mrt.
thats when i think i made the right choice.
all thanks to Joey.


God bless. (=


take care my dearest !



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Thursday, September 28, 2006


what a GREAT day. (=

i shall not say further.

haha.

due to reasons.


anyway meeting up with joey tmr ! haha.




good night everybody.



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Wednesday, September 27, 2006


everything is over.

history is gona repeat itself again.



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Tuesday, September 26, 2006


i hate the lecturers.

gosh.

in short, they are simply morons.

Lols.

you are just waiting for the 7 lecturers to eat you up while waiting to go in.
as a fashion mechandising student, you are expected to know everything.
EVERYTHING.
and every single details, they will flood you with tons of questions.

i JUST LOVE my classmates so much.
we kept encouraging each other every minute and every second.
fred, joey, karinda, ling, fiona etc . .
' everything is gona be okay, you can do it!'
haha.
we can even make funny jokes and laugh like hell until one of the lecturer came to say we are TOO noisy.
Lols.
anyway,
all thanks to them.
it turns out to be a really fun day.

but its tiring for me to wait cus i only slept at 6am in the morning.
PLUS im the last on the list to present. arghh.
hahahha.

its finally holiday.
(=
i need to relax.
chill.
sleep.
blah and blah .................................................................


thats all.

Hey my dear friends !
its finally over !
enjoy ur holidays and have a good rest tonight ! !


early night. (=



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Monday, September 25, 2006


woke up at around 12 plus.


3 am.
-went to bind my report.
- eye brow trimming.
- pack my " luguage". Lols.

and i went to meet karinda to get my things and after that
met up with JAMIE for DINNER.
SO NICE HUH TO GO OUT WITH HER.
LOLS.
EAT ALOT ALSO.
eand very moment she has been telling me to EAT AND EAT.

anyway im looking forward to another outing with them. yea !

THURSDAY. finally i can go beaching !
saw SHANNY and WEIHAO today.
was so HAPPY!
agreed to meet up on thurs to go sentosa !
hope xiping and jiajie will be going !!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEA!!!!!!!

hurried home to catch the idols result show.
SO NICE. (=
and i knew hady would win cause he sang his last song so well well well.
im going to buy his single !! Lols.

PRESENTATION tmr.
gosh.
wish me luck !!



GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY DEAR CLASSMATES !



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Sunday, September 24, 2006


WHAT A NICE SUNDAY. (((=
Haha.

woke up at 6 am and i went jogging with my mum and sister.
Lols.
had a really nice breakfast !.
accampanied my mum to the supermarket to buy groceries and at the same time,
i went to visit SOK WAH too !
wow, its has been a long time ever since we last met up.
and i always didnt have the time to visit her although it is like so NEAR my HOUSE. Lols.
i think theres alot of catching up to be done.
we shall meet up SOON!

used the afternoon time to prepare my PRESENTATION for nxt tues.
SLEEP TOO. Lols
now then i realised that theres so much things to preapare and DO.
and i had done all the headings, cuttings and touch up for my 8 modules. YEA!
HOPE i will SCORE EXTREMELY WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
and the outfit for that day is so important too.
i guess im well-prepared. (=

AFTER considering for 2 days, im still thinking whether i want to continue WORKING.
cus my mum asked me not to too. ( so which means she gona provide for me? plus my shopping trips?) Lols.
maybe not finding the second job.
i need to enjoy my Holidays !
studying for my Os also. HAHA.
Beaching and Studying is what i wana do now ! yeap.

so much storybooks waiting for me.
Lols.
i love them !



Take Care Friends !



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Saturday, September 23, 2006


its totally sucks day today.

why?

because of work.

the workplace.

enviroment.

and nv will i want to go back AGAIN.


PLUS i have decided not to work tmr.

cus im so packed with my stuff.

IM TIRED TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

and finding the second job is like im doing it alone " thingy".





- at this moment of time, i failed to do what i told myself to do so.



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Friday, September 22, 2006


sometimes you can really see whos your really 'TRUE' friends who helped you when u encounter problems.
but those who simply doesn't care, i think i sld really stray from them.
or should i say, maybe not too close.

and im so touched by this friend who has been helping me all the time.
NEVER FAIL.
Even finding a cd can mean so much to me, so much to him too. at least, he did his part as a friend.
thank you ZIXIAN.
make sure i clinch that JOB! Lols.
i owe u many.

had a long day.
totally worn out.





TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS !






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Thursday, September 21, 2006


I had a GREAT GREAT DAY !!
of course, with my great bunch of classmates. (=

i was late for school today.
cause im too tired.
anyway the attendance now is of no use anymore.
haha.
cus the debarred list has already come out.
so which means, we can come any time we LIKE. LOLS.

had my lunch with Karinda and Lynn.
we actually went TOWN to have our lunch ! Lols.
had a 2 and a half hrs break.
thank god we got straight bus there, cus Lynn kept forcing us to walk !!!!
see that LYNN. hahah.

communciation class was kinda boring today.
we were made and told to prepare the presentation on 26 sept.
rehearsing and rehearsing. ARGHH.
(=
hope i will do well. (=
Haha.

after that it will be holidays.
but seriously i hate holidays,
i rather not have it now. not at all. i rather go to school.

and i hate working.
or should i say, i hate the job.
guess i kinda miss Nike.
maybe the people there?
yea.
and i cld even get to eat with zixian and xinhui if im back there. mmm.

i need to find a second job NOW.

ASAP.


but at the same time, i got to study for my Os too which im retaking though, wif AMELIA!. (=

Computerized techniques lecture was cancelled.
so we went bugis to walk around.
Lynn, Karinda and Wei yong !
LAUGH AND LAUGH. haha.

AND MONDAY,
i need to do my HAIR !
simply sucks NOW. argh.
going with kar, lynn and wei yong. Lols.
we gona turn there upside down. ahahahaha.

im off to watch my Korean drama again. HAHA.

and plus i managed to borrow ' A Love To Kill' drama from zixian. bleahs.
RAIN. haha.
im gona have sleepless night watching. ahah.

im off !

take care my dears !



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Wednesday, September 20, 2006


problems with BLOGGER.
arggg.
and i cant even upload PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


stayed at HOME (=

MASK-ing.
ironing clothes.
watch tv.
Online.
story Book TIME!
Haha.




i don't know how or why,
but you are so wonderful,
stay beside me ,
and i will too.
dont leave;
heal the pain of mine.



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Sunday, September 17, 2006


sometimes i just feel that people cant be trusted,
or even friends.

anyway i decided to keep my bloggie to my close friends only.
my CLOSE ones.

(=




i was being taken as a fool.
which i dont why.



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i had a VERY wonderfull day yest !
(=
its been long ever since i had so much fun
im so tied down with my homework recently.
but it seems that i have nothing to do now.
kinda weird.
haha.


it was Jamie's birthday.
Haha.

Jamie, Cheney, Amelia, Serene and Me!
reached home at morning 7.30 this morning.
Tired ! !
celebrated her birthday;
SHOPPING,
had steamboat at marina bay,
ate her birthday CAKE at SWENSON,
watched LITTLE MAN,
plus we went serene's house to stay till Morning.
HAHA.


that was so FUN!


take care my friends!
we shall meet up again SOON.



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Friday, September 15, 2006


guess i need time.
a Long Long time.



15 Sept.

im so tired TODAY,
done the lecturer evalution thingy today.
haha, we CONDEMN the lecturers like Hell.
Lols.

pattern making seems fine today.
thank god.
and from now on, we have to keep track on our attendace, due to some things. HAHA.
kinda Lame.

ate at tea shake hut. DINNER.
talk and talk. WITH KARINDA.
that irritating one. Lols.

14 sept.
EATING DAY.
i have been eating non stop which i dono WHY.
Joey and Kairnda. haha.
we had a 3 and a half hours LUNCH BREAK.
HAHA.




CARE PEOPLE!



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Tuesday, September 12, 2006


IM SO SUPER DUPER HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY.
i finally finished with MY work.
GOSH!

i can rest from now on.
SHOPPING time.
MOVIE time.
EATING TIME OF COURSE.
woo hoo!


MARKETING PRESENTATION too.
thank god, so smoothly done.
ate my lunch with chang wei, joey and karinda. (=

i spent the whole of my sewing lesson TALKING.
Lols.


holidays soon pls!



take care friends!



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Monday, September 11, 2006


Debrived from sleep.
gosh.


11 SEPT.
i just got home around 12 plus.
was out whole night, BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL.
i hope this will be th last time, for this sem.
i really dread going to school now. REALLY.

have been working on sat and sunday.
im GOING TO DIE OF exhaustion.
sooner or later.
ate my lunch break with Pancy. (=
we shop, eat and talk like hell. HAHA.
i've been spending my working time practically talking and stoning.

went to yishun mac to finish up my work, with Frederick, Chang Wei, Selvia and Joey last night.
i guess joey and i really cant take it aymore.
but i had a really great time there. (=
Laughing. haha.


my work load seems to lessen NOW.
so HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY !

and i took off this coming weekend BECAUSE OF JAMIE !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.



Mug hard guys, its gona be over !





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Saturday, September 09, 2006


doing my homework like f.

there i am, drawing illustraions at this late hour.

and i 've been drawing non-stop.
wonder when am i gona finish.

everything about me now is HOMEWORK.
i don even have the spares to think about other stuff.

hoping that it will end soon.

* tired.



- llits sessim uoy sa hcum sa erofeb.



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Wednesday, September 06, 2006


/ do not speak as loud as my heart.
i doubt u can.

craving for CHOCOLATES.
YUMs. haha.

suppose to be my off day from school. but i couldnt even take a BREAK. argh.
im still doing my idiotic homework again.
went back school with karinda.
some things funny happened. HAHA.
didnt manage to use the com in school. so, we went to selvia hse instead. needed her to teach us Photoshop. rebecca was there too.
gona thank her, im finally done with my Burberry story board. yeap.

i even finish my 70 sets of design. YES!
if may yip gona grumble again tmr, im going to STRANGLE her to death. Lols.

karinda came to my house to copy some stuff and i sent her to the bus-stop after that. (=


after tmr, i will be 'FREE', for most of my work pile.


Looking forward to FRIDAY.
(=
devils wears prada.



Mugging hard.



Good Night!



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I
WANA
WATCH
MOVIE!

Devil Wears Prada.

The Host.

its hard to endure this week.
3 more days to FRIDAY.
the work pile will lessen.
i hope *




Another you; another me. (=



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Monday, September 04, 2006


was so tired.
can't imgaine i haven been sleeping ever since fri.
working like HELL on sat and sun. SALES SALES SALES.

4 sept`
yishun 24 hours mac. HAHA.
Joe, Joey, Frederick, Selvia and me. (=
we spent our NIGHT THERE.

enjoyed myself. its so great to be with them.

had our mac breakfast at 5 am.
waited so long for it !

reached home at 7 plus. doing homework non-stop even till now.
Sigh,

finally finish my research.

IM DYING.
cant seems to take it anymore.


take care my dears !
Mug Hard.
its gona be over soon.



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Friday, September 01, 2006


TIRED.
Looking at the mirror, i wana scream. Like Hell.
how am i suppose to endure till next week?
when it was the most crucial one.

LEGS, HANDS are aching.

vic lim's class was alright today.
i ate my lunch with karinda and winnie. (=


SURVEY.
my god, im so so so TIRED !
luckily, people are kind enough to help me. GLAD *

saw jiajie too. went in to urban male, looking for him.
did the survey for me too. (= THANKS *

overdraft today. SIGH.

tomorrow another working day. SIGHHH.

looking forward to sunday!
another night out. DOING HOMEWORK.
with them. HAHA.



JOEY - thanks thanks thanks ! JIAYOU!






- i only can say, we are so different.
things will just stop here, i hope.
don't look back.



good night my dears !



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