my cough doesn't seems to get any better.
of course, eating tibits and eating medicine at the same time is obviously wasting my money. Lols.
i need tibits to DESTRESS. haha.
i really cant imagine the work load ive got.
its really enough to kill me.
and my colour face 'faded'.
i need to enjoy like HELL HELL HELL HELL right after my exams.
theres so many things i wana do, so many PEOPLE that i want to talk to. YEA !
had my com skills presentation today. NERVOUS. yes.
but it turns out kinda well. (=
i particular like weiling, fiona, joe and fred's presentation. so nice.
and JOE made the class laugh at the end of the presentation. Lols.
25 sept, that big day. HAHA.
had so much fun with my friends, laughing.
(=
i simply LOVE LOVE THEM!
MUGGING HARD!
jia you my dears !
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11:03 PM
im so so soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.
reach home early in the morning at 7 plus.
spent the night at King Albert Park's mac donalds to do my HOMEWORK. ARGHHHHHHHH.
and its VERY FAR CAN.
clementi. GOSH.
i wondered who thought of that place. UHM MMMMMM. Lols.
met up with joey and joe at 10 pm.
took bus 52 there/.
we have been doing non stop till morning 6 plus.
SIGH.
and we kept changing places becuause of JOE. and the most irritating part is, he always choose the very small seats that all of us have to squeeze in. HAHA.
PLUS, he bought so MANY tibits like he had never eaten them before.
PICNIC. WOOHOO.
changwei came about 2 am and we started on our marketng proposal.
and the both of us spent the time designing the coverpage like idiots. LOLS.
i even ate my breakfast at 5 am. way too EARLY, Lols.
a few more weeks to go, im ENDURING.
* i felt bad to my girlfriends cause i even cancelled the steamboat this coming fri, sigh. IM SORRY.
i will make up. cant seems to fork out any little bit of time now, even for myself!
WAIT FOR ME!
- IM GOING TO WASH MY HANDS OFF EVERYTHING FROM NOW ON AND MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.
* SILENT.
JIAYOU FRIENDS!
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4:42 PM
im so tired.
came back early to do my homework.
and im done for 'most' of them. ((((((((((=
going out to do homework with my friends.
im gona stay till MORNING !
gosh. (=
wanted to go out to do during MIDNIGHT cause theren't isnt much time to do my other stuff,
tonight is the only free time, which my friends had said so too. (=
yeap.
anyway im gona have a great time definitely !
see ya !
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6:15 PM
went to see the doctor today.
some kind of breathing problems im having. mmmm.
its due to stress, not asthma, DOCTOR. argh.
LONG time nv meet xiping also. SIGH.
received a cal from him today. (=
i shall meet all my FRIENDS after my EXAMS. yea.
research is driving me crazy.
can i just stop.
next, 1000 words report.
im going to work on that tmr.
cant manage health and work at the same time.
and i look so awful now.
yucks.
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11:32 PM
Looking back, i think its been such a great time getting together. i miss the times. ((=
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11:03 AM
GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Lols.
many things just happened today.
haha.
laughing like hell.
coughing like hell too.
mmm.
it has been weeks and i just cant seems to get any better.
i need to.
ate my luch with JOSAPHINE.
overtime. OOPS.
cus we went shopping. HELL HELL, HELL.
bought something from the anitque shop for my friend. (=
im LOOKING forward to friday !
see that JAMIE. hurhur.
`everything is back to normal.
just like before.
like we nv met.`
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9:28 PM
with L o v e (s)
((((=
woke up late. damn. i was late again, for work. haha. cause taking tag and punchcard is simply a waste of my time. i have to return it every 2 days after i finish my work. )=
many things happen in OG today. too MANY. Lols.
had a great time.
ate my lunch at 5( which i think is very late), with one of the promoter ; from ralph lauren/ giorgio armani counter, forgot to ask name. LOls. not feeling hungry at all. sigh. (=
the cough cant seems to stop. argh.
hoping to go back to OG albert, so that i can lunch with zixian dey all again !
marcus came to meet up with me after my work. headed to ps. went to find karinda too.
saw karen and she told me that serene and her just mention bout me and dey were at cafe cartel. went there to find them. and serene and i went to the toilet and we talked on the way. the journey seems to be very long. cus the tolilet very far.Lols. look for karinda at her counter, after that marcus and i went mos to eat. didnt have my dinner, only a drink. was sitting there for so long toking craps. Lols.
finally understand somethings. somethings that only till today then i realise.
got it.
(=
tok and tok until my hse downtstairs. Lols. he went off after that.
back home. TALK AGAIN. with my mum LOLs.
got roses today. OMG. was told to ' get well soon'.
thanks to that someone. (= haha.
tmr work again.
BORING.
night friends.
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11:12 PM
Long but Sweet day.
vic lim's lecture was cancelled in the morning. met up with karinda at town ; 1130.
went to take pictures for my research methodology. bought doughnuts for jamie and my family at taka. DOUGHNUT house. SO niceeeeeeeee.
pattern making lesson was boring as usual.
meet jamie at heartland and we went chomp chomp and eat.
gosh, been long ever since i had so NICE DELICIOUS food.
kinda frustrated.
tired.
sick.
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9:41 PM
i ought to do some soul searching.
sometimes i feel that im so dumb can.
U like to care so much about those who simply doesnt give a fuck bout U but U hadnt realise that there are some who has been around u and truly cares and concern bout U.
yea, thats me. (U)
that dumb ONE.
hes always the one who had been worrying for me, pratically everytime.
afraid tt i got cheated.
afriad that i hadnt had enough sleep.
buys me food that i love.
knows me inside out.
consoling words that i have heard a few million times.
helping me regradless of work, relationships , friendships blah blah etc etc etc.
asked my friend to even take care of me.
and just one cal from me, and he will come down and look for me like HELL.
yea,
i realise that i had a really good good good good fren.
THANKS MY DEAR FRIEND.
the him. (=
knowing each other for LONG.
going 2 yrs? haha.
he is really a good friend to me.
hope friends are always.
and i simply just lead my everyday life without knowing.
im dumb.
plus i wana thank those who wished me luck for olevel oral. there seems to be so many.
esp JAMIE. at least she bothers to rem. LOL.
cream puff and apple shrudel.
HAHA. my <3s.
there are some i wish to treasure.
great ones.
friends.
sweets. <3
but to those that who simply takes me for granted and just talks to me for the sake of talking ,
just save it.
i was totally exhausted. went to school early in the morning, woke up at 7 plus. and i was late upon meeting karinda due to the stupid bus. PD lesson, even more stressful than before. i will soon be dead, even before assessements. i left the class around 1 pm to go for my o level eng oral. karinda followed me to my school. SO SWEET. took a cab there. it was quite early actually, waited outside for marcus to come look for me. (((= asked him to acc to my ORAL. haha. saw bryan too. great. seeing old friends ; such wonderful feeling. i have been seeing so MANY of them today. COUNTLESS. asked him bout his recent happenings. marcus and karinda acc-ied me to the ava room. waiting room. and then i asked him to send her to the bus stop for me (=.
shes waiting for me at hearland mall. think she has been sitting here for 2 hrs. IM SO GUILTY. LOls. oral was alright for me. it was all bout SHOPPING ! the passage, the picture and even the conversation part. im glad. had a great laugh with the examiners. talking as if we were friends.
after my oral, i RUSHED to heartland mall to meet up with kainrda. saw irene and co at the bus stop. GREAT.
MARCUS was there too, at heartland haha. i think hes waiting for me. (= he came back after meeting his fren. mmm. didnt know.
saw JIAJIE. haa. (= he was on his way to meet xiping.
it has been such a long time ever since we see each other.
we shall meet after their major exams. (=
took 80 back to school. actually wanted to attend com class but it was too late. was on the phone with winnie. my god, think she had a bad day. bad fright. haha. bout the oral. (((=
and i went OG looking for them again ! so happy to see them. bought sweets for them. i know they can nv survive without eating sweets while working. understandable. HAHA/ kept urging me to come back to OG albert to work so that we can lunch togther.
i WISHED too.
i hadnt had a proper meal since morning. ate kfc for my dinner. haha.
shop aroud at parco.
i cant seem to stop buying. TSK.
karinda, u sld stop me by then.
HAHA.
Okay, that was a long post.
i shall stop.
HAHA.
take care everybody !
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10:14 PM
its already thurs.
thurs MORNING ;; midnight?
1227.
im still on com.
still online.
still awake.
it seems like everyones' rushing for their homework ; project deadline(s) ; TIME.
Laugh Out Loud.
o level eng oral simply comes at the wrong wrong time.
maybe for me.
didn't even have the spare time to go through a proper passage.
but what am i doing here ?
BLOGGING.
Lols.
im too lazy to do so too i guess.
i've reading a book called ' the trouble with valentine's day'.
ITS SO NICE CAN.
few more hours and im gona get up for school again.
BORING.
sickening.
i miss shopping. )=
Hey friends, JIAYOU MAN. ((((((((((=
LATE night.
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12:32 AM
STRESS.
maybe i just cant handle.
totally out of control.
i had a really wonderful day. ( excluding the stress im having NOW, uhmm mm)
of course, with my really WONDERFUL friends out there.
had the greatest laugh ever. HAHA/
RESEARCH METHODOLGY CLASS was getting even more AGHHHHH.
process process. PROCESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
how am i going to continue when i haven even finish my inspiration boards.
and i don't know what the HELL may yip wants man.
and i have been re-doing my questionaire/survey for 4 times, since i was told to do so, but when i was doing it halfway, she 'demanded' me to do other things at the same time.
which 24 hours is never even enough for me. ; excluding my sleeping and eating time. HURHUR.
and for marketing, another PILE comes in again. PROJECT.
was grouped with karinda, joey and changwei.
Hey, we had a nice topic. WOHHOO.
im sure we will DO WELL.
but changwei feels a little uncomfortable bout the topic, but he agreed with us in the end. (((= Lols.
had my lunch with Haoting, Karinda, Peiting, Naomi, Wei-yong.
was at bugis street kopitiam.
and i just had a few mouthful only, wasnt feeling good. ( BECAUSE I KEPT THINKING BOUT DEADLINES AND DEADLINES AND WHEN AM I GOING TO MEET THEM. .)
after that we went parco bugis to walk around. TOPSHOP. LAUGH AND LAUGH. so fun to be there, with them. (= saw serene. so qiao. finally seen her at bugis when the two of us was so near each other, i mean, our school.
NEXT,
PRINT CLUB.
LOls.
they wanted to take photos.
in the end everyone was kind of disappointed cus we chose the wrong number of photos. it turns out to be so small tat i cant even scan.
but it was nice. great. HAHAHAHHA.
we were late for sewing class. and i hate sewing. TSK TSK TSK. sitting there and staring into space when suddenly haoting said that she lost her PHONE. and she actually left it at the neoprint machine over there. HOW LUCKY, she made the trip back with naomi to check it out and it was really there. halfway thru the class, karinda and i sneak out and we walked to bugis street to buy my fav snack, and along there met up with haoting and naomi too. at around 5 plus which is the end of class, we simply take our bags and off we GO.
LOLs.
i think we ain't showing the lecturer respect at all. mmm.
HOME.
i slept during the bus joruney.
and i always miss my stops.
and when im taking mrt, i always take the wrong side.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.
TIRED.
im gona burn the midnight oil to finish my PD.
and i haven really studied for my thurs olevel eng oral.
i will soon be dead.
take care ppl.
MISSING my friends. ((((((((((:
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11:09 PM
Great One.
The BreakUp.
it reflects on what i've been through. haha. (((=
watched that with karinda of course.
we love to watch comedys.
but then, this doesnt really look like one though. Lols.
wana watch lovewrecked too.
yea.
was looking out for my 9 brands at taka, and finally i've decided on one.
ITS GOING TO BE HELL FOR ME AGAIN.
RESEARCH.
ARGHH.
friends. haha.
i just love themmmmm. (=
GOOD NIGHT.
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9:42 PM
that Her ; that Him .
that perfect match (((((((=
WOOHOOO.
Jet' adore.
i stayed at home the whole entire day. feeling so sick. i miss my friendsss. i miss shopping. i miss sitting down at a cafe enjoying my cheesecake and pure chocolate.
i just wana finish my HOMEWORK right now.
nothing else ;
im sick of the load.
assessement is coming.
i wonder how am i going to survive.
anyway, im going out with kairnda tommorrow. YEA.
((((=
stop missing.
hatreds are the cinders of affection.
i won't hate you.
but i will erase u off my memory.
good night my dear friends. (:
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9:34 PM
YESTERDAY/ 18/08/06
school was fun. KARINDA woke up late, suppose to attend the lecture at 11.30, but we went in at 12. met lijuan and selvia on the bus. so qiao. and the moment we alight, saw haoting too. and the 5 of us went in together. Lols. Late. * vic lim was so angry cause almost the whole class didnt bring his sketchbook. HAHA. pattern making class was getting more interesting. mmm mmm. had my dinner after school with jamie at hougang mall. (= listening to her very Long Stories. HAHAH.
19/8/06
meet up with the buyer at cityhall. she was late. tsk. in the end im late for work by half an hour. it was boring can, maybe bcus im sick. thats why. i spent my time there reading my storybook. im so lazy to attend to the custs.
and i left an hr early.
i need to start my NEW life.
once again.
i will.
(=
and i MISS my friendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
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9:32 PM
We used to be so in love
I dont know what happened
We drifted without a shove
We tried staying friends
And still contact each other now and then
I tried to make it work
And held on with all my might
But it kept getting worse and worse
Its almost like our love became a curse
We tried to least be nice to each other
But we ended up almost hating each other
I dont understand why we agreed to be best friends
Now were both hoping to see the end
Its sad to see us grow apart
When one day
We had each others hearts
The crying doesnt help
The begging doesnt help
The yelling doesnt help
Somethings gotta give
Because were going through hell
I hate to see us end like this
But after all this strife and drama,
i wish to be free -- to the him i love.
get me out of here.
i cant hang on further.
im so dead.
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12:18 AM
u made me wana scream and shout,
and let all these feelings and emotions out.
if only i stop to think about you,
i regret.
so pls, get me out.
J e t' adore.
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12:10 AM
i just hate those, her i mean.
yea.
keeping my distance from u frm now then on,
though we appeared to be very close.
great day.
(=
so sick.
mmm.
NIGHT !
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9:59 PM
its boring man.
like hell.
feeling so sick.
i woke up at noon upon receiving call from karinda.
she called me just to ask me how am i feeling.
so sweet huh. (=
i started my homeworkand i've been doing from 12.30 - 5.30.
time is never enough for me.
GRUMBLING. *
i didnt even bath and have my lunch. haha.
i guess i forgot.
the work load is killing me.
i feeli like tearing my all my research up.
and may yip is getting even more fussy weeks after weeks.
lijuan called me to ask me bout the research thingy and i dont even have voice.
i find it so funny. Lols. i only can tok in msn now. uhmm mm.
pictures took last fri. at sunshine.
winnie, and me. (=
karinda lijuan winnie and ME. !
take care people.
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6:40 PM
dying soon.
i knock off at 5, cus i wasnt feeling very well.
i took the WRONG SIDE OF THE MRT HOME, WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I ALSO DONNO WHAT IM DOING.
I JUST BLINDLY WALK.
ARGH.
marcus - thanks alot man, i appreciate that. see you, very soon. (=
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10:02 PM
im still here.
afterall.
can you see?
can u feel?
terrible sore throat,
and i sprained my back while working today.
BAD day,
i still have to bear with it and attend to cutomers for that 8 long hrs.
worked at OG people's park today. after all i still prefer OG, mm, rather that watson which simply can bored me to death.
i guess im clumsy. like wad karinda said. i can even sprained my back while taking my stocks. arghh. //
karinda was . . i donno what happen to her too. LOls.
aren't we pathetic huh?
we need to see a DOCTOR soon.
haha.
and it seems that we have been msging the whole day? Lols.
our bills are . . .. . . . OOPSS.
its hurting, like hell.
i wonder how am i going to survive tomorrow.
and i felt SO guilty towards SHANNY and WEIHAO.
because they are on their way to meet me and i told them im going back because of my back.
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY.
promised to make up to them.
hooping that i can have lunch with shanny tmr. yea.
good night everybody.
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10:05 PM
LOng Long Day.
raining like hell this morning.
karinda and i were stuck at the food court.
was late by half an hr for that vic lim's class.
thank god hes in good mood today, and our class had always the highest record of being late which i donno why. Lols.
let off early for his class too. went sunshine plaza with winnie lijuan and karinda. meet up with edmund and we have lunch ALL together. got so many hellokitty stuff frm him fr0m JAPAN. haha;
THANKS EDMUND. (=
pattern making class was quite fun today. aha.
meet up with edmund again after school at bugis junction. he pass us the food which he forgot. karinda KEEP EATING LIKE WAD. LOls. PIGG. took mrt to town and then we started on our work, looking at brands. SIAN. stood inside Mango, Zara, topshop for so long looking at the clothes and customers, have to know everything frm head to toe.
ate my dinner at cineleisure and we headed home after that.
KARINDA must be mad, cus i always disturb her like hell. fighting infront of the public. HAHAH ! we did that. we must be crazy. even lijuan and winnie was amused by us.
TIRED.
good night people.
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10:20 PM
tiring day man.
IM FEELING SICK.
NO VOICE, soon.
SUCKS like hell.
i think i haven been drinking enough water.
mmm.
feeling stress over the com homework,
but thank god karinda and i got help frm selvia. (((((((=
caught ' My Super Ex-girfriend with karinda kc gary and wayne.
NICE, so funny. HAHAH.
i guess tmr will be a great day for me, HAHA.
will update more tmr.
(:
KAIRNDA - i know its hard for u, think. alright. take it easy, i will be here. just like wad u always tell me.
u have accompanied ME through the darkest times these few days, i will too. IM HERE ! take good care, i'll see u tmr.
i cant seems to face the fake smile of yours anymore.
my heart,
ache,
like hell.
J e t'adore.
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11:12 PM
TUESDAY.
what a day.
first day of school.
its no holi anymore. (=
im so frustrated over my work load. its pilling up like hell and its simply driving me crazy. i don't EVEN have time for other THINGS. OTHER THINGSSSSSSS. NEGLECTED. tsk. mayb 24 hrs for me is not enough either. i gotta burn midnight oil everyday to complete my assignments. and when i haven manage to finish the old ones, new ones comes in again. ARGHH. plus working on weekends is enough to kill me. whats more? my classmates are stress over it too man.
and KAIRNDA's panda eyes is so DAMN nice. LOls. even when she takes pictures, its so. . uhmm mmm. HAHA. poor her.
marketing test today, i think we can simply just bang our heads on the wall. sigh.
joey was saying that me and kairnda look like sisters. is that so?
i think its not. she must be wanting to crack some jokes with us.
mmmmm.
was let off early again. had a 2 hrs break, we ate at our sch nearby food court and headed to bugis to shop. but kind of bored la, cus bugis street haven open. its like i got so many things i wana buy can. ARGH. but i bought a skirt. (= how nice.
im still thinking whether i sld work or go for class on fri? cus its like it's only a one day job and i can get the pay end of the day. HAIYA/
the moment i think of my skirt drawings im so stress up.
i guess i miss too much pattern making class.
IM SO DEAD.
AND ME AND KARINDA has been eating non stop. LOLS. cus we are too stress. went down to 711 to eat cup noodles while attending lecture halfway. i realise that we have gone for an hour. oops. and every 2 hrs, we give our self a 'lunch' break. eat till we drop. HAHA.
Like i always do.
time will decide.
i shall wait.
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8:32 PM
1020.
YAWNS.
SUNDAY
went to many places to walk around and our legs aren't feeling tired at all. Lols.
i had a great great day with KAIRINDA.
suppose to work yest but we ended up going out.
i meet her up at tampines mall. she was late. argh, she's always late i don't why. TSK/
went fox to get something. (=
went to food court and eat and we stayed there to talk craps for very long. haha.
at about 4, we headed to Hougang Mall to settle somethings and she had never been to Hougang Mall before so i took her around. sua ku man she, at least i've been to North Point. right KAINRDA? LOls.
took a mrt to dhoby ghaut. SHOPPING. haha.
after that we walked to town.
CINELEISURE.
because i told her i wana eat cake. (=
ate at coke lounge.
cheesecakeeeeeeeeee. PLUS cokeeee PLUS pizzaaaaaaaaa (:
(=
is my face too big or hers? Lols.
see her photograpghy skills. TSK * BLURR.
HAHA. 
<3333333333333333333333
i want my life to be painted with beautiful pictures.
a night of nightmares.
i will heal,
by then.
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10:25 AM
my first day of work.
at marina square.
its damn f. boring.
sucks like hell.
and my leg hurts like hell too, becus of the shoes.
i've been bearing it for 8 LONG HOURS.
BLISTERS ; wounds argh.
and in fact, its so pain that i cant even stand now.
so serious.
)=
watson's supervisor is kind of strict too.
i seriously want a change of location.
knock off at 8, met up with lucas at cityhall mrt station.
acc-ied me BACK home.
im not gona work tmr man, cus of my legs.
SIGHHHH.
IM CONFUSED.
I STILL DON'T KNOW.
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10:45 PM
NAFA SPORTS DAY AT SENTOSA. (=
LOVE MY FRIENDS. <3333333>
Ruby, Karinda, Me, Haoting, Naomi, Peiting !
unique way of putting. haha. (=
NAOMI & ME !
On The Bus.
WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING? peiting's idea. Lols.
(=
BLEAH !
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11:13 PM
i decided to let u go.
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10:05 PM
SOMEWHEREOVERTHERAINBOW.
IMETYOU.
TIME.
TRUST.
is all we ever needed.
i do know where i stand, thats already more than enough. (=
i stayed at home the whole day to do my homework.
LOOKING forward to tomorrow.
watching movie with them. (=
karinda gary kc and friend. haha.
take care guys. <3
night.
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10:12 PM
0855 pm
if your heart's not in it for real, please don't try to fake what u don't feel.
THAT SONG WAS NICE. (=
MONDAY
i went doing homework with karinda at town. (= meet up first at chinatown. getting the neccesary accessories to make my necklaces and belt. i just LOVE them. (= haha.we ate at the hawker centre. and it was so much of a coicidence that we ACTUALLY wore the same colour tee. YELLOW. and we simply look like TWINS. the tee, the skirt, earrings, EVERYTHING. lOLS.
TOOK MRT TO TOWN. shop around before we settle down to do our work at FRIEND's CAFE. waited for lucas to come while we headed to burger king to eat.
accompanied karinda to deposit her cash and we shop around.
(=
home after that.
TUESDAY.
i woke up late today man, but lucky i reach school just in time. met up with karinda and federick. the sewing class was simply BORING. but federicks's way of talking made me laugh so MUCH in CLASS. LOL !! !
suppose to finish at 5.30 but i sneak out of the class at 3.30. BORING.
went orchard to get my shoes for work. (=.
took the bus home, i slept on the bus and nearly miss my stop !
tired.
good nighty
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8:59 PM