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Monday, July 31, 2006





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10:30 AM




Sunday, July 30, 2006


TIRED.


TIRED.


SO DEAD.


slept at 4 am in the morning and i woke up at 8.


i can't seems to sleep later recently.


too stress huh. Lols.



staying home and do my work today.
SIGHHHHHHHHH.


i miss SCHOOL.
mmmm.










i a m l o s t.



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8:26 AM






LONG but sweet day.
haha.
im extremely tired man.
totally worn out.

but truly enjoyed.

went out with jamie today. met up with her around 3 plus. headed to bugis first. she wanted to buy the file though, in the end, i ended up buying file for myself. LOls.

kinda worried bout my homework. tons and tons were piling up. i haven even do.

didnt eat breakfast and lunch today, i guess im too TIRED for that. ate old chang kee only. (=
shopping around and . .

went town after that, was at paragon.
and wad was i doing there?
(=

took bus 36 to airport.
we keep walking to and fro to check out which is the exact bus. HAHA. cus all the bus driver uncles told us differently.

went there to eat popeyes and send edmund and jinye off cause they are representing singapore to go to japan. HOW NICE. I WANT TO GO TOO.
SHOPPING. over there?
OH MAN.

my mum promised me to take me on a holi if i save some money. HAHAH.

yew shen, desmond, shareen, clara, kianhei and co were all there too.
chatted.
waited for them to get their air tickets before we bid them GOODBYE and take care. (:


4 aug.
should i go?
its kind of boring already.
SENTOSA.
sigh.



* i only know, fate is by our side now. and for the rest, depends on u.





night ppl. (=




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12:07 AM




Saturday, July 29, 2006


MORNING. (=

im gona die of exhaustion sooner or later.
haven been sleeping much for the past few days.
due to my fav korean dramas, TALKING, smsing blah blah.

slept at 3 plus and here i am waking up so EARLY in the morning.


* i hate people upon reading my BLOGGIE who have ill intention. tsk.
just scram off and get out of my sight and my LIFE.



i just LOVE, my friends. (:



tata.





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9:36 AM




Friday, July 28, 2006


FRIDAY.

what a great day.


I TRULY BELIEVE IN FATE NOW.
definitely.

i went for pattern making class today.
karinda was late again.
AND SHE MADE ME WOKE UP SO EARLY.
HAHA.

I WAS SO HAPPY TODAY,
upon seeing SHANNY AND WEIHAO. !
at my house bus stop, while i was waiting for bus to school.
my house and weihao's was so near can.
HAHA.
dey even took the bus with me, JUST ONE STOP. haha.


i was late for class.
met up with karinda and we eat first.
lynn was with us too. (=

left the class at 5 pm.
OOPs. teacher say we gave her attiude.
ah nvm.
who cares anyway.
haha.
but by the way the fact is. I DIDNT/.

(=

and i BROKE MY SLIPPER TODAY !!!!!!
and i bought a new one at m)phosis.


saw lucas. (:

ate at snake hut.
shop around and off we went.
HOME SWEET HOME.


i want to get ANOTHER hairband again.
awwwwww.


im tired.

will blog again.


GOOD NIGHT !



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10:37 PM






my FIRST entry of the week.
HAHA.
im getting MORE lazy.

1133;
had a bad dream.

i LOVE him.

the fact that we have become likedat is due to,
we haven got a chance to sit down and really talk together.




frm mon to thurs.
WORKING.
but except tues.
suppose to be in school, but by the time karinda arrives at 711, it was very late.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
we went bugis to eat and headed to town instead.
HAHA.

yest was my last day of work.
I QUIT.
hate it man.
im not going to work fr such company anymore.

today got pattern making class again.
SIAN.
I NEED TO ENJOY MYSELF RIGHT AFTER THAT.
(=



LASTLY,
i need to wish EDMUND,

HAPPPPPPY BIRTDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!



















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11:33 AM




Saturday, July 22, 2006


PIRRATES OF THE CARRABEAN ;
HiGHLY recommanded show.
HAHA !


supposingly, i promise jamie they all to watch with them, after that nv. after that nv.after that actually watching with joe they all, in the end also didn't.

my day was made, with KARINDA. i watched the movie with her afterall.

HAHA.

IT WAS VERY NICE.

I LOVE EVERYTHING BOUT PIRATES/SAILORS.

their things :

bags / earrings / necklaces / tops / and even bras. LOLs.

i watched at THE CATHAY. i love the threatres over there * GRAND. i think i will watch movies there next time. HAHA. and theres a new NEW urban male there too. uhmm mmmm.

went bugis street to exchange my top, all THANKS to karinda.(: headed to bugis junction, oh ya and before that i went OG visiting ben and the aunties. yea.

tomorrow is the last day of GSS.

im gona grab everything i can. HAHA.

ate at snake hut. MY FAV EATING PLACE.

AND OF COURSE,

we did a lot of funny and stupid things today.

FITTING ROOMS.

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

took 80 home while karinda went looking for her friend.
had a great day.

BORING,
monday onwards im going to work like COW again.
MONEY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mmm. and i think i need to get a VINTAGE SUNGLASSES for sentosa. HAHA.


PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSS.




DRESSESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS *
ME*

HER *


see the picture's so blur, her PHOTOGRAPHY skills.

this one is bad TOO. Lols another one * tsk.

two lil CRAZY girls (((((((((((((((:

STUPID x:


(=

nice one. `

BLEAH.

HAHA !

what a smile. HAHA.

thats all for today.

night GUYS !




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10:36 PM




Friday, July 21, 2006


SO MUCH HAPPENINGS TODAY.
MORE TO SAD ONES.
maybe? haha.
NO, angry too. haha.

i was late today, upon meeting joe. was at 711 with him and karinda. (=
i only drank fruit JUICE. i think there isnt much time for me to EAT.

and i hate the fashion details class. THEY ARE SIMPLY TOO ARROGANT.
and the fact is that stupid gay lecturer seems to LIKE them more. oh, becus there a gay in the class too. tsk. thats why.
fashion merchandsing students like us seems to be the ones he HATES obviously.

AND THE OTHER THING,

just because dey wear ethnic costumes today and we got criticise by them of wearing SHORTS? ARGH, just look at how they wear, dey can still say that they are attracting our attention and we kept looking at them. WE ARE SO DISGUSTED BY THIER WORDS. fancy saying so loudly infront of us.
we are already TERTIARY students, we dont belong to PRIMARY AND SECONDARY SCHOOL, why is there a need to wear the costumesssssssssssssssssssss ????

and i quarrel with jamie. but i think its ok now.

i quarrelled with the gay lecturer too cus i talked back to him, in the end, he failed my work.
anyway i just feels its unfair. cus he brings his moods to class. NEVER MIND. im not going to redo his work AGAIN.

i left the pattern making class at 4.30. cus im meeting jamie. LATER I LATE shes going to kp me again. HAHA.

ate at 'ah li san', so nice ah. (: after that she came to my house to make the photshop thing. send her to bus stop and off i went to watch my favourite 9pm show, YEA !

i had a real LONG day.

THATS ALL.


good night guys.




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11:32 PM




Thursday, July 20, 2006


we used to be ".................." that can TALK everyday.
but now it seems that the number of sentences we get to communicate with each other get lesser each day.
wads going on man.
i need to KNOW.
i want to KNOW too.

I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR ONE PARTICULAR ACCESSORIE for the whole DAY.
LOLs.
haha.
SORRY KARINDA.
(=
i tink our legs really ache right nw. LOL.

oh man, i bought a hairband today again. haha.
i LOVE shopping too much.

and PLUS i saw a top that i really like.
but cannot cannot i overdraft already. SIGH.

was at 711 with frederick and karinda in the morning today. everyone looks DEAT BEAT. cus of the PD homework that is due today for grading. LUCKY i finish it LONG ago already. haha. if nt i gonna burn the midnight oil too.

went plaza sing to eat today, had a 1 and a half hr of break. (=
SPOTLIGHT looking for beads to make necklace and bracelet.
EXPENSIVE, tsk.
com skills class is SIMPLY too boring, i slept in the class today while watching the video.
BORING.

and many people werent coming tmr cus its the last day.
after that its HOLIDAYS. yea.
some are lazy? tired? cant be bothered?
i will DEFINITELY GO. HAHA.
meeting JAMIE tmr again.
EAT again.
HAHA.


SHANNY - hey sry i didnt manage to visit u today. i promise i will nxt time.
im too busy. (= mm. take good care.




NIGHTS.







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10:53 PM




Wednesday, July 19, 2006


HAD a very nice and sweet day.
haha.

meet up with jamie at tampines mall today. unfortunately I WAS LATE. no she's the one who is EARLY.
LOLS.
went to get her VERY IMPORTANT THING and we headed to Hougang Mall.
i heard that it has been renovated.
I GUESS I HAVEN BEEN GOING THERE FOR QUITE SOME TIME.
such a unfamiliar place to me.
SO MANY THINGS TO EAT.
MMM.
and the funny part is we keep thinking of whether to eat pizza hut or kfc.
she even ask me to play scissor paper stone with her to decide wad we sld eat.
RIGHT JAMIE. Lols.
GOING BACK SERANGOON NEXT WEEK.
I WILL TEL U THE TIME AND DAY AGAIN.

afterall i still misses secondary school.
oh, and friends too.
thats even more.
haha.


i need to REBOND my HAIR SOOOOOOONNNN !!

(=



LOVE my friends.
<3>



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10:42 PM






WEDNESSSS.

i have been sleeping for a total of 13 hrs. bleah.
im too tired due to the homework that's piling up.
but thank god, i manage to finish part of them already.

went to school yest. everyone looks real tired. bcus of the research methodolgy that suppose to grade today. luckily i got the right research and ideas. (:
had 1 hr and 45 mins lunch break.
the lecturer is simply too lenient.
LOLS. THERE's nowwhere for me and karinda to go.
mmm.
and she keep grumbling bout her outfit and stuff. hahha.
went bugis street to shop instead.
(=

headed to Funan IT Mall after the classes.
need to change something for my mum.

i realised that i haven been studying for my Os.
CAN ANYONE HELP ME !

i need to get somemore tops soon. tsk tsk.
haha.

OFF to TAMPINES MALL later.


see ya guys.


take good care.





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11:02 AM




Monday, July 17, 2006


i need a break.




wana go on a holiday.


gone BONKERS.


i simply hate everything that is around me.





someone to lean on.



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10:51 PM






i
WANT

MORE

DRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

haha.
im so SO SOOOOOO in love with them.

i need to get more.

HAIRBANDSSSSSSSSSS.

ya, i just got one today.

i went to school today, to do my work. its never ending.
im sick of school. yea.
im sick of seeing u too.
its boring, hadn't got nice movies to catch except the pirates of the carribean.
only around end of july. yea.

im looking forward to the big THING at sentosa.
HAHA.
ON DIET. YEA!
hahah.



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7:08 PM




Friday, July 14, 2006


OH MY GOD,
i haven been blogging for so MANY days,
i guess im lazy.
mm.
cus the homework is piling up like MOUNTAIN.





we hadn't been talking much?
wads going between us.
im waiting.
reasons.


(=




TAKE CARE GUYS~!



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10:05 PM




Monday, July 10, 2006


MMMMONDAY.


i realise that most of the people always look good in snapshots.
why is it so man ?

but when u compare the real one and the picture,
OH MY GOD,
totally different.



` PHOTOGENIC.
i think thats the case.


mmmm.
mmmmmmm.




i WOKE up LATE.
the final match was awesome.
but i didn't manage to watch finish.
too tired for that, because of the HOMEWORK that is piling up.
im getting sick of school.
yea i am.
but looking at that, i cant seems to skip the lectures ANYMORE.
cus my attendance for this semester ? FAILED.
SIGH SIGH.

was at the school library doing ya HOMEWORK again, though im off today.



i've GOT A NEW DRESS.

right karinda. hahahha !



blog again.


see ya guys.



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8:56 PM




Sunday, July 09, 2006


ITS RAINING.
hahahhahaha.

OOPs, i actually slept at 11 yest. that was EARLY.
thats why i didn't manage to blog. (=

8 JULY. YESTERDAY.

i went out with jamie yest. suppose to meet at 12? i woke up at 11.30.
but ended up i was early waiting for her at the bus-stop. RIGHT HUH, JAMIE.
we didnt manage to catch a movie too, due to reasons. mmm. we took 80 to bugis, SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING. bugis was really crowded. haha. i saw many poeple too, irene and co, and xiping. yea.
was eating at SNAKE HUT. i simply love that place, i mean the food. haha.

headed to plaza sing after that. (:


i had a great time.
WITH JAMIE, SEE THAT.
haa.






- - - what u suppose to mean by the way?
using a friend's position to tok to me? or an adult.
i need a break.



and i simply hate homework.
piling up like wad ... . MOUNTAIN.



see u guys.


take care.



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11:56 AM




Friday, July 07, 2006


IM MISIING U,
yes indeed.
we hadn't been talking for the past two days.
how can someone jus ignore me like that.



i just hate PEOPLE who are SELFISH.
when i was just being nice to people around me and they simply just take me for granted.
and when it comes to serious work, everyone just wouldn't help. SEE THAT ? ? WOULDNT HELP.
and wads more? they are LIARS.
and their words jus keep coming out from their bloody mouth as if they wld do it?
trying to act one whos trying to get the centre of attention huh?
but sorry, u ain't the one.
im SIMPLY a idiot.
from then on, i'll just keep my MOUTH shut,
YES, i wouldn't SAY ANYTHING,
i wouldn't try to be nice to people EVER AGAIN.
AND LET ME TEL U THIS PPL,
I WOULD NOT HELP ANYONE ANYMORE.
and people who do this kinda thing to me will get their retribution. f.



i went to chill out wif karinda today.
we just take our attendance for pattern making class and we went off.
there are people i don't wish to see.
becus they are simply damn f-ing selfish.
it simply just get on my nerves.

(=




got to go.


see you guys.



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8:43 PM






MY fault ?
my fault is it ?
don't ever vent ur frustration on me.
don't take me for granted too.
im your FRIEND.
FRIEND of urs.
and if u think that i've pissed u off by asking u things,
then alright then. IM OKAY WITH IT.
but don't ever treat me like a KID. IM NOT.
though im YOUNGER THAN U, it doesn't mean that u can use this kinda TONE to talk to me. I HAD ENOUGH.
YA.



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12:25 AM




Tuesday, July 04, 2006


TUESDAY.



i have become the stranger of urs.
which i thought that we nv will.
within two weeks.
im counting. (=
im not looking forward to school anymore.



my lunch`-
fedric
karinda
weiling
fiona
joe
me !

we went sunshine plaza to eat. student lounge after that. we were late for the next lecture. BECAUSE of a soccer game ? LOLs.

i hate marketing class today.
there's girl in our class who appears to be so kind and innocent but actual fact, she's evil. she KICKED us out of the grp for the project and presentation. and the most idiotic part is she stole KAINRDA's ideas. and she was saying all out frm her mouth when she was presenting and as if its hers? and when teacher called us to present, we had NOTHING? simply nothing. BLANK. bcus of her evil doings. she joined another and kick us out and had taken everything.
fuck her. her name is CLAUDIA ! im staying away frm her. far far away ! and plus she said shes gona compensate by helping us do the slides. f her. im not depending on her. we can jolly well do ourselves man. bitch ass f-ker.


im going to finish my hw tmr also.
im sorry to JAMIE AND AMELIA ! i promise to meet up with u again. ASAP !!!!!!!!


im tired, bored, frustrated.
u?
i guess so.



BYE !



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11:12 PM




Monday, July 03, 2006


NICE, SHORT and SIMPLE day.

SUPERMAN !

yea, i watch that with fedrick and karinda.

2 and a half hrs, and my leg is aching like hell.

had my fav nachaos again.

HAHAHA.

we went taka library after that.

ate some snacks before we went home. (=







* i just dislike people who can't keep their promises.



*and i hate those who pretended to be nice to u but behind ur back, dey will be . . uhm mm.




GOOD NIGHT !



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9:27 PM




Sunday, July 02, 2006


so nice. HAHA.
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY IS IT SO PINK?
went out with karinda today.
doing our HOMEWORK at friends cafe. (=

at around 6 plus i went compass meeting jamie for dinner.
saw choong and yuanxian. HAHA.




YES, watching movie with fedric weiling fiona and karinda TOMORROW !



NIGHT FRIENDS!



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10:45 PM






PHOTOS PHOTOS.
yea.
30/6/06
NICE DAY!

LINZHI CHENEY JAMIE YIRU AMELIA, ME !















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10:11 PM




Saturday, July 01, 2006


im working today, yes.
haha.
but ya . . i met up wif karinda cin and rac.
hanging out at pastamania.

i bought my earpiece FINALLY.
and karinda got me a necklace,
SO SWEET !
she pass it to me today.
i know she's gona stand by my side !

im tired, slept at 4 plus am ?
i reach home at 3 in the morning.
celebrated cheney's birthday.

CHENEY
LINZHI
JAMIE
YIRU
AMELIA,
and of cus,
ME !

we went marina south to eat steamboat.
but before that we meet up at bugis.
had a great time.
after that we hang out at a pub nearby.
we wanted to find a place to cut cake, thats y.
nice place hur.
nice songs.
nice drink? which made me feel dizzy while playing my favourite photohunt. LOL.
watched soccer. played, things and blah blah.
i felt so HAPPY !
happy?
HAHA.
YA!

we took alot of photos, but im lazy to upload them here.
but i promise to upload them TMR ALRIGHTS.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENEY ONCE AGAIN, though its late.

JAMIE - HELLO ! dont rush me okay, call me out for DINNER tmr ! u better.

KARINDA - thanks for every every every thing. <3



FRIENDS LISTEN UP HERE,

THANKYOU !


NIGHT!



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11:43 PM






i hate people who keeps asuming asuming and asuming.
YA EXACTLY.
and people who judge without valid reasons.
YA EXACTLY.
AND seriously i hate people who has no guts.
YA TRUE.

i felt so,
ill, oh my god.
to think that i cant live without someone whatever shit.
and this is wat which is being assumed.

nonono i don't hate anyone,
cus its tiring.
but ppl always asume and f-ing assume.
tsk, ah never mind.

i just think thats too childish.
and im 17, not 7.
and i don't think i have friends who has a thinking of a 7 yrs old kid.
or maybe i have one?
ohh, thats nt my friend sorry.

never you mind about my business, and
MY friends.
MY blog.
MY life.
MY thinking.
but it'll be okay if you wanna be a perfect poser and copy my feelings towards you either.
DISGUSTED hur.
because POSERS follow good examples.

okok nv mind nv mind.
there's a big mess in my blog now though.
but anyway SHERMAINE just LOVE HER FRIENDS.

and wait, it sld be that jerk which made me that bitch. OMG. haha.
oh and look, fancy calling me 'jian'.
ur name there is a big insult to my blog visiters.
and pls u're nt fit to be here.

yayaya thats all bout it.
bout this one person trying to prove innocence infront of everyone.
WHAT CRAP.
i was made that bitch.
and who wld ever do that.

tagboards are meant for MY friends.
awh awh.

and if u think u've done nothing wrong, i think u wouldnt be tagging so much and explaining urself infront of the whole world,
and by making me called that 'bitch', u're not a man either.

gay?
or wad?

OMG, u actually use the word naive on people?
i think u're the one.
i seriously think so.
i i i i i.

LASTLY,
thank you my friends.


<3



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10:22 PM