im TIRED.
real tired.
im so f****-ed up wth my fashion illustration homework and research.
NEVER ending.
i had only a few hours of slepp lately.
my eyes?
terrible !
my god.
i went back to school today.
karinda and joe. (= yea.
dey went SA to make their lappy thing.
accompanied joe to print the pictures at sunshine plaza.
after that headed to bras bersah again?
and i hate that place.
in fact, VERY.
but no choice.
and while we are there, karinda went off without us?
IDIOTIC she, she left me. LOLs.
popular to get his sketchbook.
and shit, i forgot to buy my black construction paper.
im just that forgetful.
even they said so? HAHA.
went back to our school, TCC CAFE.
we both are doing homework inside there. (=
ice coffee, eeeee, so bitter.
talk and talk, blah blah.
mmmmmmm.
i went off bout 6.45.
im still struggling with my homework and
i cant seems to finish them.
i think im gona fall sick sooner or later.
FUCK.
ARGH. i just want to SLEEP.
i think karinda will agree too. haha.
WEILING - shall we go beach-ing soon ? haha. TAG ME !
JAMIE - i love ur tag. HAHA. u very unique huh/ HAHA.
back to work again.
LEAVE TAGS.
BYE GUYS!
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10:31 PM
SCHOOL IS GETTING INTERESTING.
OOPS.
haha.
lecture start at 9.30.
was with karinda, weiling fedric, wy-yong and joe at 7-11.
having breakfast?
but i wasn't hungry at all. (=
looking at them, eating.
boring as usual for lecture.
mmm.
was msging with RACHEL the whole day. haha.
sewing class was kind of "MESSY".
cus im dumb.
we started to use sewing machine today.
thank god fedric helped me and karinda.
wad a nice friend.
and maybe i will have sore eyes today?
cus i've seen something that make me wana PUKE.
ARGGHH.
and its not only TODAY.
its practically EVERYDAY.
its really very . . yucks.
i didnt eat during lunch too.
i guess im too tired for it.
went bras bersah looking for magazines. (=
joe said so. so . .yea.
SHIT, its boring, tmr i have to do my hw again?
meeting up with joe and karinda in school THOUGH it was suppose to be our off day.
they wana make their lappy thing.
mmmmmmmmmm.
and and and,
LASTLY,
i hate girls sucking up to guys.
right karinda?
KARINDA - i was touched by ur post ! !THANYOU. <3
THATS WAD FRIENDS ARE REALLY FOR.
RACHEL - HELLO ! i guess when u're looking at my bloggie, u will surely be in school isn't it. HAHA. see u soon ah ! TAKE CARE.
* tag my board.
reseach-ing again, for my project.
i got to go.
pls leave tags.
SEE YA GUYS !
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10:40 PM
(=
went out at 7 plus,
meeting jamie.
we went to rivervale plaza, pasar malam.
YEA.
HAHA.
i got to do my homework AGAIN tmr. sian. mmm.
see ya guys.
good night !
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11:19 PM
i WOKE up at 2.15.
slept at 5 am?
talking non-stop.
i felt so DISGUSTED for once i've been together with such person.
is not the ending that's scary,
is the process.
utterly disappointed.
i lost all my hopes.
and i felt good.
but i pity those victims.
its diff and long for them to recover.
GOD BLESSSSSSS.
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2:31 PM
and LASTLY,
I LOVE MY MATES.
haha.
MOVING ON.
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12:06 AM
FRIDAY FRIDAY.
i was late for school again ?????
karinda waited for me very LONG. i know. Lols.
and the bus was crowded alright.
and I HATE COMBINED LECTURE.
i hate the TEACHER even more.
not only me?
obviously he's a GAY.
he act like he's one. GOSH.
IDIOTIC TEACHER.
and i was made to stand up ( WHICH WAS SO EMBARASSING) to explain to him why wasn't i here last week but i DID COME.
HE's must be BLIND, OR DEAF, bcus he can't hear my name when i say PRESENT.
argh.
i had a terrible lunch.
we had prata?
mmm.
with peiting fiona weiling karinda and fedric.
it was not NICE at all. BOO !
and we were late for class?
bcus of the lunch cus it takes them a LONG TIME TO SERVE.
which i donno why.
photoshooting day today?
HAHA.
KARINDA, FEDRIC ME.
when did we become a photgrapher. .
pattern making lesson WAS FUN.
i kept playing with karinda and weiling while others are LISTENING TO THE VERY IMPT LESSON. oops.
i headed to town after school.
CROWDED.
we ate at a sushi resturant. MMM.
had a nice talk didn't we.
TRUST ME ALRIGHT,
i told u he will REPLY MEANS HE WILL.
KARINDA LI.
maybe i sld move on ?
haha.
its time i look at ppl around me. (:
and i can't stand girls who KEPT whinning.
UCKS.
i wish to be 18 SOON.
look wad i took. LOLs. close-up of KARINDA. haha.
and i think tis is wad karinda took. THEY BOTH ARE PLAYING with MY CAM. including him on e pic, FEDRIC. haha.
and look wad karinda did to me ? shes mad man, esp in pattern making class.
we're in the pattern making room. MMM. everyone looks STRESS !!
i got to go.
haha
NIGHT,
PEOPLE.
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10:50 PM
hey KARINDA.
i will heed ur advice. yea.
PROCESS.
the most import thing.
HMMMMMM.
(=
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8:37 PM
WEDNESDAY, which is yest ; 21 JUNE.
i went town again?????
was at friend's cafe, cine.
instead of doing our work, we were TALKING bout uhn mm and EATING !
and i watched SHE's THE MAN. VERY NICE. (:
KARINDA, i shared so much STUFF with u, u better KEEP UR MOUTH SHUTTTT !
i will too. haha.
THURSDAY.
a top
tissue pouch ( which i finally found one ?) ; shanny, see that <3 haha.
and skin/body products.
WOO.
i think thats enough.
i overdraft SOMEHOW. oops.
i ate over at bugis cafe.
is like i didn't touch the pasta at all. Lols.
too much talkings.
and bcus of that slimming tea i drank yest. i had a TERRIBLE stomachache the whole AFTERNOON. fuck.
and ya, i went to shiseido for eyebrow trimming. all thanks to KARINDA. THANKS AUNTIE. haha.
i was kind of late for schooll today, luckily i met up with karinda jus in time. then i went 7-11 to look for weiling, fedric. mmm. research methodolgy class was fun.
is my turn to visit shanny tmr, yea. she's working. mm.
im going that 'JIE TOU BAO CHANG HUI' tmr. its at PLAZA SINGAURA. everyone, catch that ! alot of singers will be there i guess. !`
DINNER TIME.
will be back at night to blog again.
TAKE CARE.
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6:50 PM
don't look back.
whether is friends, boyfriend or who.
YA.
when u decided to treat someone better but that someone started to treat u like shit, thats when i think u sld just SIMPLY, get OFF. from whoever that person.
thats wad i sld be doing, NOW NOW NOW.
had a NICE day today.
in school. haha.
sewing class was fun.
poor KARINDA. lols.
her eyes.
had my lunch at bugis junction with weiling fiona and karinda. (:
MAC DONALDS.
i finally bought my sewingkit bag WOO !
tomorrow? OFF day.
yea.
going to catch a movie with karinda and after that going to do our HOMEWORK.
NO SHOPPING TMR.
HAHA.
its gona be our relax day.
SHANNY - i'll see u on fri ya. <3
GOOOOD NIGHT!
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8:59 PM
It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied,
I had to say "we're through."
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11:16 PM
my
legs
are
aching.
woo.
went town today ? with jamie. (:
shopppppppppppppppppping.
haha.
I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY.
YA THATS RIGHT.
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10:07 PM
shop till you drop.
thats what im doing.
haha.
reached home at 9 plus yesterday.
dead beat.
couldn't find my sewingkit bag. mmm.
tons of drafting homework, waiting for me to finish today.
i need to get it done before i can go out tmr; without any worries i mean.
mayb catching a movie with karinda ?, as she said so. haha.
i wana watch SILENT HILL and JUST MY LUCK.
remember that. uhm mm.
haha.
TAKE CARE !
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10:34 AM
don't act as if we're on good terms.
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11:08 AM
lecture starts at 11.30. haha.
meet up with . .
mmm.
as usual.
KARINDA. (:
ate our breakfast at 7-11.
BORING man, the lecture. DRAW AND DRAW.
sucks.
lunch with winnie karinda and lynn.
KARINDA - very funny questions ah she ask. u sld keep quiet wad, talk so much somemore. haha, dumb. lucky i kept quiet. when did u come from indonesia initially. haha ! i can't control my laughter u know. LOL !!!
went orchard after school. with karinda of course. took a cab there. with audrey and which i dono who. haha. shopping for clothes bags shoes blah blah.
bought a cake at taka, for my mum and dad. birthday and father's day. (:
its as if we're training our muscles right karinda. OMG, its so heavy EVERY single DAY.
im sick of it. WAH LAOOO !
we need a luggage. mmmmmmmm.
37 - i just want to say, im sorry.
FORGIVE and FORGET.
im learning that.
im sure u will too, right.
night.
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11:39 PM
i was at home the whole day.
my mum thinks im weird too.
fancy staying at home even i have no school?
its all bcus of KARINDA.
haha.
she's so sick.
i SHOULD shower her with MORE care and concern cus she say i doesn't. OOPs.
sleeping eating non-stop. plus, online-ing.
im lazy, haven't even pack my bag when tmr is school. gosh.
i think there's sth wrong with us. yea.
KARINDA - GET WELL SOON ! <3
SHANNY - u too !
night,
ppl !
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10:52 PM
tues.
(:
i don't know what am i waiting for.
come to think of it, i think im foolish.
its time girl.
stop struggling.
it won't do u any good.
cus the one getting hurt,
is
YOU.
had my class at 9.30 ? my god, im so tired. i don't even feel like going to school.
long day. its till 5.30 today. i had my lunch break with weiling and karinda today, didn't want to go wif the class. (: after that we headed to bras bersah for our materials.
im getting so fed up with my things, cus is so damn f *ing heavy. and the lockers are all being taken already. we're too late for it. mmm.
after school went bugis street to shop for my things and we went home.
stress.
sighh.
night.
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11:07 PM
ITS MONDAY.
haha.
hey our class came up with an agreement today, NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY, cus we only attend 2 hrs of lesson, might as well don't come, so we tell the teacher saying that we have our lesson on thurs, the most we will go back two hrs later. HAHA.
thats great.
so i only attend 3 days of school in a week ; mon and wed off. YEA !
woke up at 9.30 today, meeting weiling and karinda at the bus-stop. (= i was early again. saw joey too. haha. she was dead tired after watched the soccer last night. went coffeeshop to have our breakfast. weiling was late. mm. class start late again ?
after our lesson, me and karinda went to get my hard disk at simlim square which ive reserved. hmmm, we realised that actually we got the same one. and she thot she had the nameless brand one cus her dad bought for her and didn't tell her whats the brand. HAHA. its so funny. she laughed while i was buying it. thank god we had the same one. i think ours seems to be the smallest size in class. GOOD. its light. not like . . . uhm mm.
headed to kovan to meet up with jamie. she wana get her stuff. saw irene and friends. (: what a small world.
ate pizza hut. haha.
shop till 5 then i went back home.
got to get my materials tmr again. BORNG and i had to wake up at 7.30 for school. HMM.
NIGHT,
people.
sweet DREAMS.
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10:14 PM
my legs are aching.
like hell.
reach home at about 10?
i overspent today. bought a bag at ricks.
went orchard shopping. GSS.
was with xinhui.
i saw him working. i called karinda to come by, but she's working at shaw, cant go off. LOL.
im mad. i didn't see hers too. haha.
but before that i met up with jamie at heartland. its been a long time, ever since we meet up.
yea.
i need to get my materials by tmr. its another week of school days. SIGH.
see ya.
good night.
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11:20 PM
haven been blogging for the past two days.
im tired with my school stuff ?
and colour pencils, markers, sewing and figure drawing had been my best friends for now.
i still doesn't have the passion for that.
but i will try, at least.
KARINDA, u'll also right. (:
going out soon, will be back at night to blog again.
SHANNY * - hey shanny, relax alright, i know its nt easy, but at least try to TAKE it EASY. don think too hard. haha. update me. (=
see ya guys. !
TAKE CARE.
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11:02 AM
WEDNESDAY.
met up with karinda at 1.30.
headed to orchard, SHOPPING.
went to heeren urban male first to get sth frm her friend. (:
we shop till we drop. haha.
my legs are aching now. fuck.
watched THE OMEN today. HEY, nice. AWESOME. catch the movie at 3.15. cineleisure. i saw eileen and yeeling at cafe cartel (: we ate kabayoshi. AFTER THAT straight to the banks. LOLs. OCBC and POSB.
and so fuck, amy delayed my pay again, she only manage to bank in today. )=
during the show, whenever there's scary scenes, theres a mad woman SCREAMING like as if she got rape by SOMEONE ? OMG, its damn loud. and everyone of us was like LAUGHING, not bcus of the movie, is the woman. and PLUS, it was suppose to be a horror movie ? not a comedy. DOTs.
bought a topshop top and a madrid alike shoes. haha.
shop till around 6 pm and we took a cab to NAFA, cus there'll be a graduating fashion show held there. but it seems like we are early nwe thot we're late? but actually we doesnt wana go anyway, is jus that we had promised others. we didn't manage to shop at far-east in the end. haa, karinda was kind of disappointed. but when we reached, peiting and ruby wasnt there yet. so we decided to go bugis street to shop first. by the time we go back to our campus, we're an hr late. but we manage to get in to see. WOW, the clothes that the graduating students were . . NICE. BEAUTIFUL. the whole ceramony was so grand. WHEN IS IT GONNA be MY TURN ? haha. after 3 yrs. yea.
after the fashion show, karinda and i went to take the bus. (:
HOME SWEET HOME.
during the journey, she msged me. HOW SWEET.
yea our little secrets ya. haha.
thats all for today.
tomorrow got school again.
SIAN.
NIGHT !
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10:39 PM
RAINING.
my sampan shoes are wet !`
lecture starts at 9.30. meeting up with karinda at the bus stop. OMG, she reached at 8.15 when i suppose to meet her at 9.20 ?????? LOL, and she woke up at 6.30 and left the hse at 7.30 ? and i was still sleeping. haha. cus she thot there'll be a traffic jam along the highway so she left the hse so early. but isn't it wayTOO EARLY girl ! in the end i quickly get change and went off to get the bus. reached at 9.15, she had waited for me at the bus stop for one SOLID hr. LOL. SORRY !!!! ate at 7-11 before we go in for our class.
lectures are boring bcus is the first week. PLUS there are countless things for us to buy. AND ONE PAIR OF FABRIC SCISSORS COST 60 BUCKS? DAMN IT. im not going to buy that. normal one will do. LAPTOP, i need that, gosh. but i find the course is quite good and interesting, but TOUGH, stress ! alot of work to be done. still have to learn marketing somemore. business stuff. MERCHANISER next time ? haha. saw my cousin in the toilet, HAHA.
had a 2 and a half hr break. (= ate at the nearby coffeeshop. with the WHOLE class, sat with weiling fiona and karinda in one table. OUTCAST. yea. no it sld be the other way round. SOMETHING jus piss me and karinda. WAH LAO. haha. but before that we went to SA to hand up our forms and get my ezlink card too. (:
headed to student lounge after that. HEY THAT PLACE WAS NICE. haha. comfortable. DEY played truth or dare, KARINDA FORCED me to play. HAHA. but me and weiling don't find it interesting at all so we sat down to listen.
finished school at 3. went home straight. (:
OFF DAY tmr. HAHA ! but we got to attend a fashion show.
fancy taking photos in the middle of the class. hah. thats karinda.
(:
TAKE CARE !
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5:22 PM
MONDAY.
first day of sch00l. (: great.
saw edmund also. he had jus finished class while i haven even start.
met up with karinda at the bus stop and we headed to TCC to meet others. joey was there too. so just nice. (=
weiling and fiona was damn late. so we decide to go for class first. waited for them at level two.
we were late for punching the card ! the LECTURER didn't even say have to punch how wld all of us KNOW, PLUS is our first day DOTS ! computer class today. had to buy a hardisc which cost over 100 bucks?
only had 1 and a half hr of lesson. finished at 1 pm. intended to have lunch with karinda after class, with weiling and fiona also. theres some KIND of . . . in between. LOLS. complications. all bcus of FIONA , me karinda and weiling was like hinting to her but she was like ? OOPS. LOL !
in the end the 4 of us went off. OH sld i say, slip off. but halfway thru, weiling's cousin called and wanted to fetch her. PANSEH us. and we saw our classmates again, and FIONA wants to go together, me and karinda was like, uhm mm. then went to food court to find a place but avail, and at this MOMENT KARINDA pulled me to PASTAMANIA so as to get off fr0m them. LOLs. ate pasta of cus after that, went SHOPPING ! we had so many things in common ? seriously i had nv met such a fren before. haha. Strange. bought a pencilcase frm walletshop. (: i pulled her to the arcade, she was like OMG. haha. HEY i wana play photohunt ah ! shop for quite long till bout 4 and we headed home. HAHA.
no school on wed, catch a movie alright? (=
BORING, tmr is gona be a long day. SIGH.
i didn't go venture today, shit. he must be disappointed. im tired. thats why.
early NIGHT ppl !
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6:22 PM
KNOCK off at 5.30 today.
i guess i'll miss. yea. last day of my work. can consider that. mayb working weekends? haha.
shikin didn't work today, bcus she quarrelled with both sales rep. haha. LEAVE ME ALONE THERE !
ate my lunch with ben. went MOS BURGER, HAHA, my fav. (= we were late again upon going back. nv failed to be punctual. SHOPPING ! LOls. thats why.
school starts tmr already. don't know hows it going to be. (:
meeting up with karinda with and weiling first. at TCC.
and I MISS PHOTO HUNT.
hahah !
NIGHT,
ppl.
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8:45 PM
PAST MIDNIGHT.
reached home at 12. OH MAN, SO TIRED !
worked with shikin today. (: the new girl didn't come, poor her, she had to go suntec boutique and relief. HAHA. SUNDAY, last day. yea. MONDAY starting school already. im so excited. (= Auntie Alice cooked for us today. HOW NICE ! the food was nice. haha. gt to thank her, and she bought a wallet for me also. AWHHH.
SHANNY and WEIHAO came visiting me. i KNOW u all waited for me very long while i was out lunch break. SORRY GUYS. bought sweets and plums too. haha. THEY stayed there for quite some time. toking to me and shikin. HEY im looking forward to the CHALET alright ! update me.
XINHUI came too. (= also bought so many tibits and my cupboard is full of them now. LOL.
knock off at 7. actually i was nt suppose to ? haha. nvm ah, who cares. went straight to venture.
talking to xh on the phone for very long. my OUTGOING call is going to burst sooner or later. haha.
second appointment. but i didnt made the deal cus the decision maker was not at home. sigh.
but theres always hope. i agreed. im gona fix another day.
jocelyn even msg me to give me encouragement. THANKS MAN.
mr jason told me 5 stories. learnt alot. ALOT ALOT. i can share with my down-line nxt time. haha.
after the appointment went back to venture for coffee session. de-briefing. made our way back home, with him. waited for the bus for damn LONG man. CROWDED. VERY. which i donno why cus its 11 plus, going to 12. he sent me home and he went off. had a long day. eveyone was dead beat.
MARCUS - if possible, come down ya. arrange a time with me, i can take u all there. cus im going down on mon. see ya (=
NIGHT,
ppl.
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12:22 AM
Ever gotten burned by a bad relationship? Well, who hasn't? You gave them your heart, and they gave you a pen — hey, it happens. But a broken heart isn't the real problem here — you just haven't let it go yet.
HAHA.
how true is it.
(:
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11:52 PM
Looking forward to t0m0rr0w. (:
my second appointment. haha.
AFRAID.
but someone is always beside me right. ha.
KARINDA KAKAKARINDA.
so troublesome right.
HAHA.
THIS COMING MONDAY.
yea.
night ppl ! <3
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11:14 PM
THURSDAY.
HEY im getting so tired.
knock off at 8.45 bcus of that f****ing stocks. and im not done yet. i even take my PAPERWORK BACK HOME AND DO.
ate my lunch with SANDRA and ELLE auntie.
BUGIS cafe haha.
saturday going down to venture again.
second appointment.
i hope i'll close the deal. (:
and my EYES IS FUCKING PAIN I DONT EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO SEE DOCTOR.
NIGHT.
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11:12 PM
TIRED tired TIRED !
reached home at 12 plus.
GOSH.
t0m0rr0w stil have to go back to work again. KIND of boring. in fact, VERY.
worked today, i reach there early, at 11.30. (: SO BORING AND BUSY. and plus sandra they all was nt here. OFF. i was left alone with meiling only. SIGH ! stocktake really sucks man. fuck.
ate my lunch with auntie alice. (: changed my jeans during my shopping break. thank god i can change the size, cus actually i was nt suppose to exchange, bcus i took the tag out already! HAHA. but i got receipt alright. LOLs.
headed straight to venture era. i was late. i saw alot of serangoon sec ppl, than other days, tats great. its the ene of the month, everyone was like ringing the bell and im getting so stressed up. he waited for me at the ground floor and we went up together. waiting for joycelyn and mr jason while im busy with my stuff too. arranged time place presenter and blah blah and we get down to serious work.
MY FIRST APPOINTMENT.
all thanks to marcus right ? haha. i know u'll be looking. (:
mr jason drove us there and we made our way to marcus's house.
basic procedue. of cus i remembered, i did that. haa.
my senior presented for me.
experiments and blah blah.
indeed a great learning experience.
my first attempt.
WOW, good !
looking forward to next month. i'll work even harder ! i'll be the next to ring the BELL. (=
MARCUS - thanks fren. ! take care of urself.
XINHUI - anything feel free to tell me ya. good night.
NIGHT !!
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12:56 AM