<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d26539128\x26blogName\x3dl0st+in+e+rain+0f++my+0wn+tears\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dTAN\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://lovedd-me.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://lovedd-me.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d3767743247178482303', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Tuesday, May 30, 2006


TUESDAY.
t0m0rr0w, BACK to work again.
went to OG albert to have a look, the counters has been under a terrorist attack. MY GOD.
tmr WILL be a VERY busy isn't it. STOCKTAKE. i hate that. fuck.
i've to take 2 hrs off for the venture era thing. (:
first appointment tmr. GOSH. thanks marcus. (=

met up with karinda. i was late. OOPs. its kind of strange, we seems to know each other for long. 2 yrs ? just got the feeling. we were like so. . ya. exactly. SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPIING. we both love that. she was busy helping me look for the dress code. but my EYES were swollen ( which i don't know why) and i don even have the mood to shop. LOL. but later in the evening, my eyes became better. (: which i sld be thankful, if not how am i going there wth my eyes likedat. HAHA. went to shop around orchard. ate long john at far east. we both bought a top. haha. earrings. damn expensive. LOLs. she tempt me alright. HEADED to heeren. he wasn't there ? told karinda alot of stories and she told me hers too. haha. actually wanted to catch a movie but shes afraid that there isn't enough tme to shop. but even we didnt watch movie, we dont have enuf time to shop finish too. LOL.

after shopping for so long, we took mrt to bugis. yea. straight to nafa.
sat at TCC cafe to have a drink while waiting for other classmates.
edmund was there too. toking bout orientation, timetable, school and blah blah. after meeting up, went to the 3rd floor.
freshmen disco party,
haha. oh man, so nice.
everyone was like dancing.
we join in the atmosphere too. (:

went bugis food court to eat. yea.
after that i took mrt with karine back. (:
something so disgraceful happened today, right karine. SIGH !



totally worn out today too.

night !




ILLUSIONS-%
10:54 PM






woke up early today, which i don't know WHY !

got a call fr0m xinhui telling me bout uhm mmm again.
right XINHUI.

SPCECIAL PPL ARE KEPT.
remember.

THERES TOO MANY MOVIES THAT I WANA WATCH.
- Voice
-Da Vinci Code
- The Nun
-Slither
-The Omen
-Garfield 2 !

time, time and time. ARGH.

out s00n. see ya !



ILLUSIONS-%
11:00 AM




Monday, May 29, 2006


MONDAY.
woke up so early just for that orientation.
didn't sleep last night. LOLs.
and im DEAD BEAT. NOW OF COURSE.

talking to xh over the phone now while im blogging NOW. HAHA!
HEY GIRL, ur heartshape is nice. LOLs.

orientation was fun, although it was BORING in some parts. didn't know and expect my classmates to be likedat. NICE, cool. a bunch of mad ppl hanging around and was so united. but i still kept special friends in my heart. (: got our timetable and studentcard. haha. actually every school gets it too. dots. freshmen party tmr? haha, guess it will be fun, whole class will be going except a few. but its gona start out late, 7 pm. agreed to meet up with karinda to catch a movie then we meet up with others at 7. she was nice, exactly the same pattern as me. HAHA.

ended around 6 pm, delayed by an hr. becus of the talentime. was fun. every class get to perform.

headed to venture era after that. actually i didn't wana go already. NO ENRGRY left. but i still hold on and went there straight. so stress up with all the stuff there. everyone was fighting for their positions. not only i have to fight for myself, i had to help him too. LINKED. he's nice, had done everything he can to help me, can see. GLAD. but when he gets stress up, i get stress up too. theres only left with 3 days at the end of the month. TRYING. little did i expect that i saw THEM there too, OMG can't believe it. HAHA ! such a small world. wanted to achieve more than them. I WILL.

totally worn out, im gona be dead. ha.


night,
ppl.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:31 PM




Sunday, May 28, 2006


SUNDAY.
JUST REACHED HOME.
TIRED!

t0m0rr0w orientation. HAHA.
need to wake up so early !

went venture era today.
was busy the whole afternoon.
after that i headed home went ps again.
did something stupid. LOL.

shanny - DA VINCI. know u're waiting.

marcus - stop thinking bout those things ! t0m0rr0w chinese o level.


NIGHT,
ppl.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:21 PM




Saturday, May 27, 2006


SATURDAY.

went out with my mum. bugis. (: spent over 200 bucks buying my things. and that jeans, after i thought of it for so long. i need to change. fuck, waste my time. but thanks to jj, great help.

didn't manage to go to night safari due to somethings.
but they're waiting for me for the movie. thank god.

agreed to meet up with him t0m0rr0w. (:

i wana go FOOD EXPO ! !


night,
ppl.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:32 PM




Friday, May 26, 2006


fri
haha.
first day of Great Singapore Sale at OG.
but my sales was bad, don't know why. HAHA. (:

rushing my work today, ziqun msg me while i was on my way. (:
this is the FIRST time i ate my lunch so early, 1.30. DOTS.
cus sandra was hungry till she's gona faint. thats why.

my last day of work. frm then on, im working part-time. tmr no work again. HAHA! till next wednesday then i'll go back f0r my work. (=

ppl who came fr0m english assumption sch00l looks really different ? haha.
SOMETHING AMUSING HAPPENED TODAY. HEE!
ziqun came looking for me at my counter, i didn't manage to recognise her bcus we only met once and PLUS , i have bad memory; FORGETFUL. SHE DIDN'T RECOGNISE ME TOO. so we were like looking at each other for very very LONG AND she's hanging around my counter with her senior for quite sometime. i thought is my customers wanting to buy bags so i waited at a corner. but it seems like dey are trying to ask me something. after a while her friend came to ask me bout that 'bag', the i was like asking . . ' you are ..' HAHA. after that then i know that it was ziqun. LOLs. and she knows im shermaine. LAME. we were like msging everyday but we didn't recongnise each other. HAHA. her senior manage to recognise me bcus i was wearing that puma watch. LAUGH OUT LOUD. (: i remembered her face already, CLEARLY !

SHANNY and WEIHAO came by in the evening. they are always nice. visiting me everytime. is it ?
NIGHT SAFARI tmr. (: they suggested that, i agreed.


he msged me to ask bout sunday. CONFIRMED. okay ? (:


i wana go to the food fair at EXPO !! anybody wana go ?




its kind of strange ? kind of fake also. i don't know wads going on.



night,
ppl.



ILLUSIONS-%
9:42 PM




Thursday, May 25, 2006


thats the least i can do.

absolute real, double honest truth.

i need a break.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:29 PM




Wednesday, May 24, 2006


WEDNESDAY.
Nice Day indeed.

woke up at 9 plus. receive a sms fr0m meiling early in the morning to tell me bout the JEANS and i was shocked. INSANE. haha. suppose to have a meeting today ? told amy that i woke up late when she asked why i wasn't at office. AND if its regarding Nike, maybe i'll go, but too bad, its marie claire. IN THE END, KENNETH hang my phone up. OOPS. who cares, im n0t under him by the way. RUDE. childish too. tsk.

was out at 12 plus, went to hougang mall to pay f0r my ezlink fee first and i went raffles mrt to meet up with him. actually was meeting him at nyp, but i was too lazy to travel there. mm. thats was bout 1.30 when we met up. and i waited f0r him f0r very LONG ! haha ! raffles place was nice, the shops over there, HAHA. (: went Venture Era f0r s0methings. interesting huh. after staying there f0r sometime, i need to go off. he sent me to the mrt and i went meeting up with xinhui and zixian.

xinhui was SLOW also, i even reach first. went to National Library to borrow books while she wants to return some. fuck, my ezlink card can't be used to borrow. in the end, zixian got to help me. (: headed to OG ALBERT. i bluffed SANDRA that im n0t working anym0re. she was like uhm . . mm. haha. MAD. talk and talk blah blah blah. went to bugis street to walk. im finding f0r my dress CODE. SIGH. ate first ? at BUGIS CAFE. SPAGGETTI. haha. stayed there f0r quite some time. nice enviroment ; feeling. i still remembered the first time i've been there was with xiping. (: bought a belt over there. and actually THEY kept helping me to shop for my clothes but i KEPT LOOKING AT BAGS. OOPS, SORRRRRY. LOLs. ICON MALL was next. cus xinhui nv been there before, so i take her there. (= was at EDGE, bought a FRESHBOX top. i should really stop already. MONEY. took photos again. actually d0n't wana take already but donno who force to me take. HAHA, joking. nice. (:
after that we shop around and headed to the bus-stop. HONEYDEW again. haha. received a call fr0m irene on the way. AND she put my book in the school ! talked bout the book and blah blah and we arrange to meet up at kumon t0m0rr0w. (: me and zixian alighted at the same bus-stop and i waited f0r his bus to come and then, HOME SWEET HOME. (:

XINHUI - hello ! great day ah ? haha. DON"T THINK TOO MUCH, test coming up ! right. take good care. MISS U.

somebody said i tt i didn't take good care of myself today. is it ?


stop dwelling on the past, it won't do u any good. SHERMAINE YEO.




not fr0m the same clinque anymore.


i love this. acting like a kid ah. MAD.



night,
ppl.





ILLUSIONS-%
9:47 PM




Tuesday, May 23, 2006


HEY HEY HEY ! haha.
TUESDAY.

HAHA,
my off day t0mm0rr0w.
suppose to have meeting tmr at 9, but who cares, im n0t going !
cause marie claire's bag simply can't make it.
nike new stocks came in today, VERY NICE. UHM. .MM.

i was doing my stocks the whole DAY, what a boring DAY. SIGH.
TIRED of cus, ate my lunch with ELLE auntie and i went to shop for some stuff.
Reserved a levis jeans. MY GOD, i love it man ! my friend and i were trying them like nobody's business during our shopping break. thanks to my levis friend. helped us alot. we even shop OVERTIME. OOPS. haha. bought a top too. (:

meeting him tmr again f0r the mm i d0nn0 call wad, OH MAN, can i not go. argh.
YEAH ! meeting them was next, i need to shop f0r that occasion. (=

got to know someone frm English Assumption School ? what a nice sch huh. innocent girl. haha.
take good care.



` what should i do next u tel me, have done all i can.


NIGHT,
ppl. (:



ILLUSIONS-%
10:59 PM




Monday, May 22, 2006


MONDAY.
blues.

i miss u,
i miss u so.

BORING.
haha.
i have so many stocks that i got to do and i jus simply dump it inside the storeroom and i went off. HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH BY THE WAY. PLUS TMR THERE'S MORE TO COME IN TOMORROW. SHANNY, HELP ME !

i knock off at 5.30 today due to SOMETHING. haha, early eh. (:

was dicussing with my friend about orientation stuff. and nafa had a freshmen DISCO party ? wad the fuck. SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES ! haha, such a hassle.
meeting them on wednesday to help me out. GREAT.

im filling up the gap, bit by bit.
GUESS SO.
TRYING AT LEAST.

NIGHT,
everybody.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:32 PM




Sunday, May 21, 2006


SUNDAY.

fuck, i have to delete my yest's post due to s0me problems. WASTED ! nvm, at least SHANNY get to see it, she must be at weihao's hse, doing her h0mework today. right, SHANNY. HAHA. (: im looking forward to next sat. `

and Lance, WHAT'S THE NEXT TIME SLOT ?

Da Vinci Code next. (:

basically, yesterday i went to sentosa with shanny, weihao, lance and weijian. after that we headed to orchard for a movie, OVER THE HEDGE. BORING, but funny. haha. took many photos before we left. will upload them when im free.

i was late by half an hr today. DUE TO THE RAIN. I GOT TO SIT AT THE BUS-STOP, WATING FOR THE RAIN TO STOP. reached at 12.30. xinhui and zixian had already reached, worked full shift today. xinhui introduced me to a new friend ? HAHA, cus he's at NAFA too. GREAT. same orientation days.

went for break at 4.15 pm. together with xinhui zixian, jeffrey and SOMEONE ( which i don't want to mention his name), cus i doesn't want him to TAG along at all. ): SHOPPING. LOLs. went bugis street to shop with xh while the guys are walking behind us. LOLs. EARRINGS. identical ones. (:

OH MAN, tmr i have countless stocks to do, got to work late i guess. MMMMM.

IM NOT GOING TO ASK U OUT AGAIN BECAUSE U'RE SUCH INDECISIVE ONE, LOTS EXCUSES TOO. I DON'T NEED U !

night,
everybody.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:21 PM




Friday, May 19, 2006


ten`fifteen.
FRIDAY.

im n0t WISHING that anym0re.
COUNTLESS TIMES.

im 0ff t0m0rr0w, AGAIN. haha, but felt s0rry t0 XINHUI, cus shes w0rking.
sales was bad, EXTREMELY bad. sold NONE of the bags. and PLUS im f***ing tired, i slept at 5.30 in the morning due to something. MAD. BORING working day. (: saw azreen and her bf walking around in OG, called on to me. haha.

SENTOSA. weiha0 shanny has been l00king forward t0 it. but nw im m0re interested to at night movies eh. OOPs. HAHA.

shanny and weihao came by to my workplace in the evening. how sweet. (:
talk and talk. blah blah blah.

n0t used to be, i kn0w. but i could only do nothing.


XINHUI - OEI, DON QUIT, later u can't get TO watch him. haha. *



ILLUSIONS-%
10:17 PM




Thursday, May 18, 2006


1001
THURSDAY.

t0day was FUN, haha.
busy t00. n0t with my stocks, my friend's.
due to somethings, i g0t t0 w0rk early t0m0rr0w so that i can KNOCK off early.
QUIT. i wana have FUN. isn't it SHANNY. im looking to saturday. ha.

was suppose t0 meet him t0day, but then, PROBLEMS again.
lazy to blog bout him too !


im n0t wishing anym0re f0r that, after this incident. after so many times, this is the first time i THINK. perhaps i need to rethink bout wad i've said.


BENEDICT - ask me to answer this kind of question, how am i suppose to choose ? LOL.
making choices again, i hate that.

AND XINHUI, JUST BLAME FATE. haha.

true friends are there. i kn0w wh0. (: there's only ONE or the MOST TWO in that bunch who treats u well and shares with u. ---> s0me0ne said that. WHO AH. HAHA. but applies to me too. i have one. THANKS, SO much, that MANY MANY MANY YRS FRIEND.

night,
everybody !
sweet dreams <3



ILLUSIONS-%
10:03 PM




Wednesday, May 17, 2006


had a short TALK on MSN, with him.
HIM - - -?
the 0ne whom i said i d0n wana have anything to do with him, let alone small talks or even say Hi.
i didn't want to reply in the first place. fuck.

h0w w0uld i kn0w whether theres a MOS party on the 30th.
aren't u asking the obvious.
why are u asking me this ?
huh?
arh.
argh.

i seems unwilling to talk.
ya thats the case wad i told u, whats the point, no use.

'no point' u said to me that this word u always mention.
this is wad u taught me isn't it.
why ask the facts that has already been there.

u said very good.
of cause good.
i remembered everything, esp the bad ones.


IM so DUMB. i wana get out of this. SOONER or LATER.



ZIXIAN/ XINHUI - can u all both relax ! SIGH.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:46 PM






0914.
WEDNESDAY.

watching 9 pm sh0w n0w. HAHA.

I WANA WATCH POSEIDON.

nice day. (=
my day was made, with xinhui and zixian.
two funny ones, haha.

FORGETFUL, f0rgetful, FORGETFULLL.
what did i d0 t0day ?
supp0se t0 meet him at 1.15. but then i f0rg0tten all b0ut it. was t00 engr0ssed in my c0m. and by the time i see the time, its already 1.30. and he wanted t0 take me a place which i don't kn0w where. LONG story. anyway SORRY, real real SORRY. ):

i had tw0 ch0ices.
tw0 pathway.
0n the left, was 0n the way t0 that buliding *, indicating that i sld face and i c0uld really f0rget fr0m then 0n.
the other pathway ? was t0 walk straight. t0 the mrt.
i was only given a few mins t0 think. plus THEY added pressure 0n me ! GOSH.
i need time ah, wasn't brave enough.

meet up with xinhui at somerset mrt, i bathed and .. blah blah in the shortest time ! cus she told me she had finished sch and plus she nv inform me earlier.` was waiting f0r zixian while walking, he went to parkmall to do s0me stuff. ate y0shi at cine and went t0 subway again. LOL. bcus he wants t0 eat that, abnormal 0ne. was sms-ing shanny on the way. (: we headed to heeren after that. took photos. (: stupid faces. haha. dey passed by the * shop. but f0r me, i was standing a few shops away LOOKING. or sld i say PEEPING. haha. dey seems to quarrel every single minute. RIGHT XINHUI. can't stand. i d0n wana be the middle pers0n. rua le w0 bah. HAHA. far-east was next. went long john to have a drink and we had a l0ng LONG talk, while waiting f0r a bunch 0f girls to come. XINHUI, really is KE AI right, her name. real name ? haha. i remember the word vulnerable, zixian kept reminding me that. SIGH. LAUGH AND LAUGH. TALK AND TALK. what am i d0ing ? XINHUI? making choices this and that. TIME time TIME. wait pls. urgh. me and zixian alighted at serangoon mrt, while we seperated to walk a different direction, he called on to me again, he asked me something which i know its time f0r me t0 think f0r myself. thanks buddy. come to think of it, we are fr0m the same SCHOOL. SERANGOON SEC. haha (:

and the other thing. i f0rg0t that im meeting irene at night too. DONNO wad im d0ing. sh0rt-term. in the end she called to ask me bout it. at first i d0n't kn0w wh0s she, i was like asking wh0're u, she said that i was FIERCE but after i heard the word human *, got a rough idea. didn't change abit at all. haha. will meet up with her tmr.

XINHUI - i kn0w u are tired, bout . . but like wad u said to me in mrt. keep that in mind ya. ! haha. WAIT. alright.

ANOTHER WORKING DAY TMR, maybe im quiting s00n, n0t really quit, rest f0r s0me weeks. al0t 0f stuff. i need to catch up.

looking at that, the more i know is true, SO TRUE. i will wait. (:


night,
everybody. <3



ILLUSIONS-%
9:04 PM




Tuesday, May 16, 2006


1154
tuesday.

6 m0re mins t0 wednesday. HAHA. im so excited, OFF day. great. going out with them. and anyway IM BACK. its been s0me time since i blog.

upc0ming chalet again ! turn up guys !`
weihao ! u do the j0b. haha.

and i wana thanks SHANNY, everything. (:
i know u will be looking. SEE that. `



* appear s00n will u.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:55 PM




Thursday, May 11, 2006


1128.
just added zixian on MSN. haha.

knock 0ff at 9.30.
OG closed at this time t00.
OH MAN, theres so much to do.

LOOKING FORWARD.
t0m0rr0w !
see-ing SHANNY ! !
g0nna w0rk t0gether.
saturday and sunday t00 .
but im OFF on saturday. SIGH.
endless talks.
we g0nna play and talk like nobody's business tmr ! see ya.



* i always feels that y0u're ar0und.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:27 PM




Wednesday, May 10, 2006


these anonymous had simply nothing better to do.
scram 0ff will y0u,
leave my friends al0ne t00.
a bunch 0f no PROPER UPBRINGING pussys.
like PORN so much ?
experience it thr0ugh ur ownself,
it will be much better,
anyway ur dignity and pride ain't impt isnt that s0. (:
ya, thats it.
oh man, y0u're such a l0w-down pers0n.
i DESPISE you. * tsk tsk.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:44 PM






ANONYMOUS-es
COWARD.
pe0ple who can't tag with their names 0n.
PROBABLY they have nothing better else to DO or sh0uld i say, THEY HAVE NO PROPER UPBRINGING.
OR IS IT THAT THEIR NAMES AIN'T NICE AT ALL TO BEEN SEEN BY OTHERS. oops.
TOM, DICK, HARRY ? `
WELL, i think thats the case.
i sldn't be s0 calculative (=
little anonymous was s0 free.
s0 TWIT * s0mem0re.
i guess dey can't speak/write proper ENGLISH.
hasn't BEEN taught in SCH. sigh * (:
GUESS SO.

PUSSY.

l00k urself into the mirror will y0u.







ILLUSIONS-%
9:10 AM




Monday, May 08, 2006


1032
MONDAY.
sales was bad. haha.

TMR i will be going t0 SUNTEC to relief.
OH MAN, SURELY A BAD DAY !
theres new staff i think, haha, g0t t0 see `

reached my workplace at 11.35. EARLY though. Auntie Alice was already there. haha. waited f0r her t0 have her coffee and we walked d0wn t0 our counters. between 12 to 3 pm was DAMN F***ing BORING. NO LAUGHTERS, NO TALKS, JUST DREAMING.

had my lunch at 3, went to buy nasi lemak and KFC with Auntie Alice. intend t0 share and PLUS, SANDRA t00. she treated us to eggs. LOLs. we bought it back to the staff canteen t0 eat and sandra is already waiting there !` (=

TIME PASSES real fast after we had our lunch, cus i helped Sandra with her stocks, BUSY LIKE HELL. till about 6 plus. MONDAY, shopping day. LOLS. SANDRA WAS SO NICE, she helped me to take shopping pass, haha ! took me to BOUIJOUS paris. OMG, dey keep telling me bout the skin products, blah blah, kept trying, TESTING. haha ! i played ALONG. was fun. they all recommanded me to buy, or sld i say, they URGED me to buy, in the end i bought, those skin products, PLUS one lip gloss too. haha.

KNOCk OFF at 8. went wallet shop and SEIYU with Auntie Alice. HONEY-DEW JUICE. h0w nice. aha. headed h0me.

SHANNY - HAPPY-ed msging. MISS u indeed. im sure i'll see u SOON right. haha. tell me the details (= <3

MARCUS - see u tmr !

night,
everybody.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:34 PM




Sunday, May 07, 2006


FINALLY, UPDATE TIME.

s0 s0rry, hadn't been updating lately.
LAZY ah. haha !`

SYMPTOMS0fYOU.
that was rather a nice s0ng.

'DAISY' was nice. BUT JAMIE said it WASN'T.
watched that with her on . . mm . . fri. yea. 2 days ago.
my OFF day. (:
i WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN. ANYBODY WANA WATCH ? HAHA.

YESTERDAY was Auntie Alice's birthday. POOr thing, she have to work still. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =)
treated me t0 lunch. HOW NICE.
MY HONEY-DIP DOUGHNUT, haha.

7 0F MAY.
SUNDAY.
WORKING IS SIMPLY NOTHING BUT BORING.
HAHA.
BUT I WASN'T GIVEN A CHOICE.
thank g0d xinhui and ben was here today. they worked full shift, i knock off at 7.40. early eh. d0n't kn0w why the bus was s0 early t0day. every0ne was so sleepy c0ming t0 work, because of yest's tv programme. the polls/results 0f th0se areas. PAP/WP/SDA. it ended ar0und 3 ? hah.

it has BEEN COUNTLESS time-s.
we have been g0ing to the toilets t0gether.
ben, me and xinhui. HAHA.
slacking though.
ate lunch t0gether.
MOS BURGER. AGAIN.
milk tea was nice ,
d0n't kn0w why i l0ve t0 drink milkshake last time.
people tend t0 change. taste t00. YOU too.
was crowded ! SUNDAY. manage t0 find a seat. haha.
the three 0f us ate TERRAYAKI set.
XINHUI really is SLOW. BEN AGREED TOO.
TALKS ALOT. BLAH BLAH.
how i wished dey work everyday. (:
thats all f0r t0day.


PEOPLE TEND TO CHANGE.
saddening.
i miss u all.


MARCUS - thanks ya (: see u s00n.

TZE CHOONG - TITANIC SHOW AH. haha. see u soon too <3

night,
everybody



ILLUSIONS-%
10:15 PM




Thursday, May 04, 2006


1129
THURSDAY

TOMORROW : OFF DAY !
aha *

supp0se t0 be a fun day ? yea, indeed. every0ne's back t0day. SANDRA, MEILING, AUNTIE ALICE, blah blah. aha. reached my workplace at 11.30 cus wana knock off at 7.30. was there early, becus im meeting JAMIE tonight.

SALES ; i only sold a nike bag today. CHINA woman. DOTS. haha *

laughing NON-STOP today sia, TALKING non stop still. SANDRA LOW. dirty stuff ! my g0d !haha.
everyone was nice over there, kind of miss if i were to quit. i hate SUNTEC boutique. DON SEND ME BACK THERE. OOPS. but sch is starting s00n, wanted to earn more money first. (=

ate lunch with Auntie Alice, hah. AGAIN. went to buy ALOT of tibits after that. wanted to SMUGGLE back to our counters. BUT . . SEE THAT JAMIE, haha. EVERYONE WAS WAITING FOR U TO COME ` !!

meet jamie at bout 8 ? she came late. don't know is i late or she late ! LOL. MISCOMMUNICATION. how nice of her to come and LOOK for me after her SCHOOL. am i right? haha. went to eat YUKEE's duck rice. went ADDIADAS shop, trying on the jackets. LIKE NOBODY's BUSINESS. HEY JAMIE, the salesperson very DAO right, or he's likedat. haha.` ! bugis street is next, shopping ! finding her DIAMOND earring, but i really f0rg0t where's the SHOP ! i remember already i tel u okay, JAMIE. HAHA. HOME SWEET HOME. was on the bus listening to her craps and stories. LOLs. keep me update ya !

LOOKING forward, tmr. SENTOSA. see y0u JAMIE. haha.

ANONYMOUS - hey bitch, u've no right to comment bout my posts either. or sld i say, my purpose 0f writing/blogging ain't f0r u t0 c0mment. thats about it.

TZE CHOONG - our movie trip. haha. !

MARCUS - i tagged already. SEE THAT !

NIGHT,
everybody.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:30 PM




Wednesday, May 03, 2006


1029


BORING. BORED. BOREDOM.

IM LAZY.

haha.

night.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:29 PM




Tuesday, May 02, 2006


every0ne hates talking to ppl wh0 shows them attitude or s0unds unhappy.
true indeed.
im 0ne 0f that EVERYONE* though.

BEN - thanks f0r ur pics. LOLs. COOL.



ILLUSIONS-%
11:11 PM






TUESDAY
1036. (:

MAYBE i HADNT REALISE THAT.
BITCH.

reached my workplace early, bus was f***ing crowded man, today is tuesday, supp0se t0 be . . . , why is it likedat. GOSH. went to the staff canteen to put my bag. Auntie Alice was already there. haha. waited f0r her t0 drink her coffee and we go down to the counters together. we both were TIRED. HAHA. was waiting f0r amy t0 c0me d0wn to teach me the stocktake procedue. wonder why is she taking so long, or sld i say, she's taking her own SWEET TIME. LOLs. finally we're back to normal. WE ALL ARE LAUGHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. cus there's not even a single SOUL AROUND. TO ME, I GUESS. haha. OG was quiet, but with our laughters, bound to be complaints. SANDRA WAS HAPPILY TALKING TO THE HANDSOME GUY ( RELIEF ), wanted to introduce to meiling too. aha.

had my break at 3.38 pm. with Auntie Alice. actually wanted to have with ELLE auntie and SANdra, but dey wanted to eat organic f00d. haha. tmr will be BORING DAY, EVERYONE TOOK OFF. sigh** . went to eat claypot rice, PLUS side dishes also. SOYA BEAN. haha. i enj0yed my lunch with her everytime, d0nn0 why, maybe jus get al0ng well with her (=
went bugis street shopping, bought tibits and sweets ! SMUGGLE s0me back to our counters. LOLs.

OH MAN, i cant seems to stop eating the white rabbit SWEETS. so MILKY. LOL.

sales was quite alright today, hope it c0ntinues. (=

lazy to blog t00.
0ff.

BENEDICT- enj0y ur sch00l ! s0me0ne i kn0w out 0f the blue t00. isn't it ? HAHA.

TZE CHOONG - hey fren, h0w can it be n0w. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE EXMAS MIND U. LOL.

JAYDEN - better have a good night rest. LONG day for u isn't it ? im always so understanding isnt it too. haha. g00d night.


night,
everybody. <3



ILLUSIONS-%
10:37 PM




Monday, May 01, 2006


1047 pm.
MONDAY.
LAST DAY OF STOREWIDE SALE.
haha (:

things jus ended like this.
n0t even a s0und.
SMILESdisappeared.

s0rry guys, im lazy t0 bl0g back the p0st i've l0st-ed. OOPS. but haha. WASTED. but REMEMBERED in my <3 th0ugh. haha. had l0ts 0f fun. REAL FUN. with a bunch 0f great BUDDIES.

jamie ;
cheney ;
linzhi ;
amelia ;
yiru ;
yeeling ;

SHORT ONE - watched midnight m0vie t0gether after having barbecue at yiru's hse. `WHEN A STRANGER CALL, 1.45 am. LAME BUT NICE. haha. played till m0rning 5 plus am. DEAD BEAT.

1 may.
hadn't replenish my energy. hadn't g0t enough sleep. haha. reached my workplace at 1154. t00k the same bus with my grandmother. was 0n her way t0 OG too. LAST DAY OF STOREWIDE 20 %. PLUS PUBLIC HOLIDAY. surely there will be crowded with ppl everywhere, even CORNERs TOO. LOLs. my sales was bad, cause NIKE was NETT price. wad a STINGY company. 0nly s0ld 3 bags t0day, marie claire 2.
SANDRA and others were busy attending to cust0mers, we d0n't EVEN have the chance to talk or LAUGH. haha. tmr, as per n0rmal. (=
i was mad t0day, GOING TO THE TOILET FOR MANY MANY TIMES, cus xinhui and ben worked t0day, was togther all the while, even going toilets !! the three of us were slacking outside the toilets talking. HAHA. had a 1 and a half hr break. was late f0r half an hr ! OH MAN, MY HARD-EARNED MONEY. deducted. LATE BECUS of the HEAVY rain. f0rg0t t0 bring umbrella 0ut there. we were at BUGIS junction, ate MOS BURGER, shopping after that, LOLS. thats why. LATE. PLUS RAIN. wanted to get an umbrella fr0m giordano. HALF PRICE, 6 bucks. but still ex ah. F***. ben was so funny, he was eating the chilli as if he was drinking IT !` LOL. xinhui was eating so slowly, TORTOISE, we had to cut down our shopping time ! ben intended to get a wallet f0r himself, went wallet shop and browse. headed t0 wats0n. finally the umbrellas there were cheap, haha. 3.90 only. bought a LIGHT PINK want. I SIMPLY LOVE THAT COLOUR. HOW SWEET !! laughing ALL the way while walking back to OG ALBERT. ben didn't want to share the umbrella, cus it was n0t big enough, he thinks. he ran all the way back to OG while we were strolling slowly back. haha.

yeeling and minchoo came looking f0r me at my workplace. SO NICE of them. thanks guys.
YEELING - see u on fri ah !

i knock off at 8.50, cus i need to 'PAY' back the time i used f0r my break, plus i was helping Auntie Alice with her stocks. (=

HOPE TO SEE U ALL ON FRI.
jamie cheney linzhi amelia yeeling yiru. (:

lazy to continue blogging also.
haha. n0t in the right mood. DOTS.

night,
everybody.



ILLUSIONS-%
10:49 PM