Thursday, August 24, 2006
i ought to do some soul searching.
sometimes i feel that im so dumb can.
U like to care so much about those who simply doesnt give a fuck bout U but U hadnt realise that there are some who has been around u and truly cares and concern bout U.
yea, thats me. (U)
that dumb ONE.
hes always the one who had been worrying for me, pratically everytime.
afraid tt i got cheated.
afriad that i hadnt had enough sleep.
buys me food that i love.
knows me inside out.
consoling words that i have heard a few million times.
helping me regradless of work, relationships , friendships blah blah etc etc etc.
asked my friend to even take care of me.
and just one cal from me, and he will come down and look for me like HELL.
yea,
i realise that i had a really good good good good fren.
THANKS MY DEAR FRIEND.
the him. (=
knowing each other for LONG.
going 2 yrs? haha.
he is really a good friend to me.
hope friends are always.
and i simply just lead my everyday life without knowing.
im dumb.
plus i wana thank those who wished me luck for olevel oral. there seems to be so many.
esp JAMIE. at least she bothers to rem. LOL.
cream puff and apple shrudel.
HAHA. my <3s.
there are some i wish to treasure.
great ones.
friends.
sweets. <3
but to those that who simply takes me for granted and just talks to me for the sake of talking ,
just save it.
i was totally exhausted. went to school early in the morning, woke up at 7 plus. and i was late upon meeting karinda due to the stupid bus. PD lesson, even more stressful than before. i will soon be dead, even before assessements. i left the class around 1 pm to go for my o level eng oral. karinda followed me to my school. SO SWEET. took a cab there. it was quite early actually, waited outside for marcus to come look for me. (((= asked him to acc to my ORAL. haha. saw bryan too. great. seeing old friends ; such wonderful feeling. i have been seeing so MANY of them today. COUNTLESS. asked him bout his recent happenings. marcus and karinda acc-ied me to the ava room. waiting room. and then i asked him to send her to the bus stop for me (=.
shes waiting for me at hearland mall. think she has been sitting here for 2 hrs. IM SO GUILTY. LOls. oral was alright for me. it was all bout SHOPPING ! the passage, the picture and even the conversation part. im glad. had a great laugh with the examiners. talking as if we were friends.
after my oral, i RUSHED to heartland mall to meet up with kainrda. saw irene and co at the bus stop. GREAT.
MARCUS was there too, at heartland haha. i think hes waiting for me. (= he came back after meeting his fren. mmm. didnt know.
saw JIAJIE. haa. (= he was on his way to meet xiping.
it has been such a long time ever since we see each other.
we shall meet after their major exams. (=
took 80 back to school. actually wanted to attend com class but it was too late. was on the phone with winnie. my god, think she had a bad day. bad fright. haha. bout the oral. (((=
and i went OG looking for them again ! so happy to see them. bought sweets for them. i know they can nv survive without eating sweets while working. understandable. HAHA/ kept urging me to come back to OG albert to work so that we can lunch togther.
i WISHED too.
i hadnt had a proper meal since morning. ate kfc for my dinner. haha.
shop aroud at parco.
i cant seem to stop buying. TSK.
karinda, u sld stop me by then.
HAHA.
Okay, that was a long post.
i shall stop.
HAHA.
take care everybody !